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on October 30, 2021 - 10:11am

I just had the worst 2 weeks of my life. my best friend is currently in the hospital after saying some weird shit last night. I've officially got no friends at my new school and every time I talk to Bug I always feel like I'm being rude. all of my existing mental problems have gotten at least 5 times worse, so I've just been using humor to cope. I'm bored and sad and I feel like I don't exist :( every time I get a hint of joy in my life it's ripped away the following Monday. but hey, if you wanna look on the bright side then I got Bug's number and I've been texting him a bunch. also, I just got a bunch of beads so I can make Kandi and I found a few new songs I like so that's cool. well, I hope things get better for everyone in general. stay safe, drink water, go make something, and don't mind us we're just spilling our guts (sarcasm, get scared)