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Micah_Cyanide-Heart's picture
on August 1, 2020 - 12:12am

i cant feel my lungs anymore
they went numb after the first few minutes under the water
theres fire
somewhere
in my stomach, my chest, creeping up my neck and out of my limbs
the water is so calm
so cold
but also
horrifying
its a nightmare
wake up
cmon
wake up
wake up
the water is everywhere
my eyes wont open
my arms wont try to swim
my legs wont kick
wake up
WAKE UP
the fire consumes me
my body is made of it
i cant get out without having the burn scars
wake
up
i manage to get my mouth open
all i can manage is a gurgled scream before the fire holds me hostage
i cant move
i cant do anything
im stuck
i dont want to let go
i want to hold on
but i can only
drift
away.....