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(tw #2) (serious trigger warning) DO NOT COMMENT

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Micah_Cyanide-Heart's picture
on August 1, 2020 - 12:27am

my fault
my fault
my fault

im not in control of him
i didnt make him say those things
i didnt tell him to act that way

my fault
my fault
my fault

i wasnt even there
we hadnt talked for weeks
its who he is

im horrible
im horrible
im horrible

he couldnt wait to get out
he laughed about it
wanted to write a song

im wrong
im wrong
im wrong

if i had just been more
something wouldve been different
he wouldve cared

im an idiot
im an idiot
im an idiot

there were signs
he wasnt telling the whole truth
i just didnt look

im useless
im useless
im useless

i dont want to fuck
i dont want to do drugs
i dont want to "go to the movies" with you

im ugly
im ugly
im ugly

moles and fat
and tits i dont even want
uneven scars i made myself

im a liar
im a liar
im a liar

i dont believe in god
im not alright
i fucking hate myself

im fine
im fine
im fine

"are you really?" yeah
"he dumped me, heres all of your triggers" oh ill help you
"youre pretty" i dont want to be

im gullible
im gullible
im gullible

"trust me" okay
"just a friend" yeah, totally
"shes lying" but.... "What you dont trust me?"

im a faggot
im a faggot
im a faggot

i like girls and guys and whatever else so im selfish
i dont know whats going on in my own head
i hate my body because im a mistake

im a piece of shit
im a piece of shit
im a piece of shit

...

vent
i promise im fine