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zzombieyum's picture
on October 9, 2019 - 1:40am

it's 4:36am
talked to my therapist on the phone.
he basically said if i dont text him by noon tomorrow that im ok hes going to have someone find me to make sure
thanks but w o w
i drank as much as i could before T asked me to stop.
i kind of wanted it all to end. but im pretty non commital with that stuff so i couldnt make up my mind.
i just want the risk of ending everything. but i dont want to know 100% for sure that i will end everything.
you know?
actually i hope you dont.
my stomach hurts
i blame the vodka.
xoxoz