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im still here, but where am i?

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zzombieyum's picture
on April 5, 2019 - 5:55pm

im still here, even if no one else is.
still at the hospital, too. plan for me to leave sometime next week. Wendsday, maybe?
it feels like the diagnosis are never ending.
i feel like im not here. like, i know im at McLean hospital on PH2. but i dont feel like im here. i tink im dissociating. like i can see whats going on me but its a dream or im watching it in a movie and its been like this for maybe a week am i just thinking too hard or is this really a dream?
i see my reflection in the computer screen and it frightens me am i going craz? like really crazy? i keep looking behind me and holy fuck what if my reflection hurts me i need to go sorry i shared this but i am not going to delet it anyways.