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on November 24, 2021 - 10:08am

It's been a hot minute XD I forgot I had to actually type a blog to post a blog and that I cant just daydream about it lol. anyway here's a few things that went down since the last time I was here...
so my friend who was in the hospital came back like a day after I talked about it, it turns out he was just joking and someone called an ambulance on him. my sister just moved out of the room we shared so now i have it all to myslef :D I've also made more friends with people at school, people who accept me for how I am and aren't assholes. I'm actually in 2 friend groups rn and I've made up with one friend I've known since the first day. I actually know popular person and I have her phone number, whenever the english teacher marks me absent even tho im in class she points dramaticlly in my derection as a "wdym shes right there!!". I've kinda figured out my style a little more, I accepted the fact it's different every day.
my depression has gotten a lot better and so has my social anxiety. can't say the same for my derealization tho. I think it's worse than ever. and i accidentally vented to my mom about my mental health so now i have to go see a doctor i dont want to :(((((
im trying verry hard not to give tmi, so ig thats where ill leave it at this. be proud of how far you've come, live alittle, have fun, and please put me in a medically induced coma. ( please put me in a medically induced coma by carolesdaughter)