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I don't know what's going on right now and I'm scared

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xxThe Broken Heartxx's picture
on November 24, 2021 - 4:23pm

For a few days, I've noticed my grandma getting confused and asking questions like "where are we" (even at home), thinking we're going out somewhere when we aren't, waking up early in the morning, and thinking somebody's at the door when they aren't. This has never happened before and yesterday, I went to bed anxious while trying to calm myself down. I don't know what's going on and I'm probably in denial right now, but I'd rather stay optimistic than worry about something serious going on and trigger another panic attack. I've been playing Newgrounds games and listening to music all day to try and forget about what's happening. I don't even have the focus to daydream it all away right now and normally I daydream almost all the time. I'm just hoping it's simple sleep deprivation (from waking up too early) instead of something much more serious. Even my other family members are concerned about her. I think she should see a doctor about this soon. I'll be praying for a miracle to happen tonight because I'm concerned. Maybe getting a lot of sleep and going outside tomorrow will help, I don't know. If it is something serious, I hope it doesn't get worse. I just want to daydream it all away and forget about it, but sadly, I can't. Maybe going back to school on 11/29 will help me stop worrying and help me focus on seeing my friends and doing my school work instead of this. Like I said, I'm really hoping it's just sleep deprivation.