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I can’t anymore

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barriers.and.danger's picture
on January 14, 2020 - 9:36am

I can’t do another day. I don’t have anyway to harm myself; that’s the worst bit. I feel like I’m floating.
My self harm was itchy and apparently my mum said it’s turned into Hives and spread. My entire body is immensely itchy so I couldn’t sleep last night. I feel sick.
I feel like I’m floating. My head is full of cotton wool. I wish I could OD again but I have nothing to OD on. All the knives and sharp objects in my house are locked in a safe so I can’t self harm. But I can’t do it I just can’t I’m so fucked