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on August 9, 2019 - 10:46pm

I might break up with my boyfriend. He doesnt plan til the absolute last minute. theres a skating rink in the town i live in and we usually hang out there. We planned to go there at least a week ago and he kept telling me "yeah i can go" and he gets back in town today, after three months of being away, and then asks his dad if he can go. the hours for skating today were 7-1030 pm, and he asked his dad at 10 o clock. TEN O FREAKING CLOCK. i told him forget it, if you can go its not worth your money at this point. He tells me his dad said no. So i start crying for a little bit. I had some friends there and they helped me, you know hugged me and all that, but this isnt the first time hes done this. Just about every time we plan on hanging out somewhere, he asks his dad last minute. we usually dont even get to hang out very long because he asks so late. he always arrives late.

Then, one of my friends, we'll call him Dave since i dont have his permission to use his real name, shows up, and i usually dont hang out with him much because a certain butthole he is friends with decided to perpetually hate me. This butthole is almost always around dave and always tries to either make me hate myself or make others exclude me. Today, he decided to be particularly nasty. He asked me why i was crying (as if he cared) and when i told him about my boyfriend, he said "oh i know that guy. Yall arent dating." i asked him what he means and he goes yall arent dating. Hes to good for you. If you do think yall are dating, for some reason, then hes cheating on you with someone he actually loves. Im sure your mom doesnt even love you. I mean why would she?"

Im actually pretty ok, im not sure if were gonna stay together, but my other friend (well call him Dan) helped me too. He has a girlfriend, but he hugged me with her standing there glaring at me. She doesnt like me, probably because she knows ive had a crush on Dan since I met him two years ago.