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on October 13, 2021 - 7:04am

So like I had a really funky dream the other day. Here it is (TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of suicide and death): I'm in my school's cafeteria, it's darker and arranged differently, with more round tables and stuff. My friend (I'll call him K) K was back, i don't know why he was gone though ( he's like a gay older brother/gay uncle to me). I wanted to tell him how much I missed him, so my other friend R stood up and yelled "hey everyone niko wants to say something". then everyone was gone and it was just K and I and he starts crying, there's pictures on his phone of a few kids from our school who've passed away on it I only could see one of their faces (two committed unalive and one had brain cancer) and says "How do you cope?". I started crying and said "I don't". then I woke up.