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Depression sucks

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BlueBurnsBlack's picture
on November 7, 2019 - 3:37pm

Well I’m mostly Depressed due to Seasonal Depression ( it gets really bad around the holiday season)

[ In General I start going downhill after my birthday] ( September)

So from like October- February I’m in what I call ( Life on Standby) [ Yes I totally just Referenced Hawthorne Heights].

But I mean the reason why I say that, is because it can get so bad; that I completely go Psychotic ( Hallucinations) [ Visual and Auditory]. And no you don’t have to take Street Drugs to have Visual Hallucinations.

Any fucking psychiatrist or Psychologist/ Therapist whatever who tells you that is an idiot.

Because I’ve never taken an illegal street drug my whole life, I’m Schizophrenic; and I’ve had Visual Hallucinations.

It’s Called Psychosis!!!! You loose grip of reality and can’t fucking function normally.

It’s scary and I wish I didn’t have it.