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BlueRoses's picture
on June 21, 2019 - 5:09pm

Another relapse and my hands are cold. My body can't keep up with my brain and when I type my fingers are out of sync.
They ache, i hit the wrong keys. Its so slow its painful. I'm so slow its painful.

I don't know how it happened this time. One moment i was happy, crying happy tears with my reflection because I felt like i was finally looking at myself. Like i could finally see something real.

And then I wasn't.
And now I'm not.