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I love being an adut

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who wants to be my freind!

heya!

how are you guys doing? i'm doing okay. i have been pretty irritable recently.... but my psychiatrist thinks it's because i need to eat more. and i think she's right cuz when i eat i feel a lot better. i am meeting with her today.

i used to always wish that people would hit on me, but now they're coming on a little strong.

anyways, how are all of you? i want to become more present on this site again. post more, comment on more posts, and message with more of you! i used to have such a solid friend group here... now they don't really come on here.

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maybe i'm just stressed...

i use the cowboy emoji way too often at inappropriate times

sorry for the frequent posts. the MCRmy is my family and pretty much my go-to support. i know the MCRmy will always be here for me.

i read so much gross fanfiction that i keep coming hella close to calling people "daddy" in inappropriate situations like holy fuck wtf. like i dont even like daddy kinks, it just comes naturally now shittttt

am I confused? Ashamed? i am impulsive and have poor judgement. not a good match. Are those coming up here? or am i just living the college experience (or, would be, without covid)?

maybe i should

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am i lonely?

i went to hot topic for the first time in years yesterday! i bought three mcr shirts and a bmth shirt for my brother :3

let me give y'all a question to think about:

WhY aM i PeRsuInG a FUc BoI???

like for real, he's my friend so it's ok but am i just lonely? am I missing human contact? oc theres nothing until covid ends but we go to the same university... idk

he is a nice kid, i liked hanging out with him last year. But he really is a fuc boi.... that's not necessarily a bad thing though.

i still miss tim a lot but i'm keeping missing tim and pursuing fuc boi territory separate.

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fished UA

i finished the umbrella acdemy!

i hate cliff hangers but im so happy there will be more!!! i liked that season a lot.

xoxoz

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i just love gee

im on episode 8 of umbrella academy. loving it!

watched some recent videos of him interviewing for UA. now i'm watching a 2004 basement show. they seem like such different people, but i love them equally and for different reasons, you know? i feel like i spend more time appreciating on frank cuz i relate to frank more. but looking at gee like this... he;s just.... wow. and then when you look at the band as a whole. a whole dynamic. theyre just so wonderful.

xoxoz

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bridge piercing

hey guys! good morning! it's 10:45 i just woke up. drinking my tea and going to get in the shower in a little bit.

in an hour im going to the tattoo and piercing studio down the street and i'm going to get the jewelry in my bridge piercing changed. i've had this piercing or 2 years and been too scared to change the jewelry myself! my barbell is too long for my nose, too. i'm excited :D hoping they will have the right jewelry for me.. they get really good reviews and they are 0.4 miles away from my house!! so i'm just gonna walk.

there is a hurricane coming to new england, lots of wind.

xoxoz

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tonight will be the night tha t

it's 12:41 and i think i am going to learn secondhand serenade songs on guitar they are so fucking emo im listening to fall for you they are classic hearbreak emo yum i shuld take my sleep meds adn probably tell my doc that im real hype cause we playing with them pills and there might be something goin on in here

xoxoz

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can i quote this in my paper????

this is the quote im looking at, it shows that frank and gee care about each other and are being gentle even with the sexual aspect. its basically pure smut, but it also shows an emotional intimacy and that they are there for each other with more than just sex...
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“Hi,” he says quietly.

“Mmm, hi,” Gerard replies. “You made me coffee.”

“I did.” Frank smiles.

“You made me good coffee.” Gerard looks up from his mug and over at Frank. “And you’re not wearing clothes.”

“I was in the shower,” Frank points out.

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i get to use ferard smut in my paper i am in heven

THIS IS AN ACTUAL CITATION I AM USING FOR MY PAPER

Giddy_london. “Fic: Untitled Frank/Gerard” Livejournal, Dec. 2008, https://giddy-london.livejournal.com/376194.html

yes, that is right, i am using a ferard pwp in my paper. my writing tutor recommenced that i find an example of a pwp that shows healthy relationship along with the smut. and this is a perfect example!!!!

im so excited can you tell?

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