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<̥̫ͩ͒̕/̜͓̭̱̩ͯ͢3̠̳̫͂̄̾̌͢ͅ

your tongue drips with venom and ammunition like nails in my skin, a knife in the back of my head taking shape as every word you said to me, split my feelings and divide my skin and stop my breathing so i dont have to bear this weaponry that forms in tears and screaming at the void with no foreseeable answer for me. i dont want to try anymore i just want to sleep and feel like every stab i felt meant something, i know that what i feel means nothing and in the end of this i just want to dissolve and become one with the dirt.

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im tirrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeedd

i need something to do that isnt make kandi all day every day

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sub in english

bored out of my mind. i think class ends soon.

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its ssr ew

silenced sustained reading time. ew. help. i dont wanna read. i finished my book so i have to read my teachers books and theyre all self helpey and religious.

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i just slept through 3rd period

i didnt sleep well at all last night. i spent the whole night in that space between sleep and consciousness, i was aware but i wasnt. mr webb is so freaking boring so i just put my head down and bam i was out like a light. dont feel rested, but i have SRT next so i can sleep there too.

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first tat

i gave myself a stick and poke on my stomach, its a heart, its cute.

it was difficult at first but i got the hand of it, you just have to poke poke poke without stopping and dont think to hard about it. im on the classroom now, so ill probably put a picture there!!!

adams gone on a trip for a few days so ill be alone at night, if anyone ever wants to just zoom and talk for a while, no camera required, im here

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i decoded wade's message

wade was alt. in their goodbye post some words were capitalised, it spelled out

WAS ALT

:) i did it, look at me go. i hope you know, that i loved being your friend dude, thank you <3

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i decoded wade's message

wade was alt. in their goodbye post some words were capitalised, it spelled out

WAS ALT

:) i did it, look at me go. i hope you know, that i loved being your friend dude, thank you <3

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everyone's leaving and i don't know what to do

i don't know if i should stay, because my friends are all gone and i don't have any reason to post here other than to express words which will fall to deaf ears or to message adam when we need to call at night and that's what i've been doing, posting my ramblings and i've been talking to yall but yall are leaving. i think it's appropriate for me to leave but i don't know it i should? i won't leave i'll always be here but maybe i won't post as much? i don't know what to do

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iuncle ian is so mean

:(

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