Thanks to those who responded to my last blog. If you haven't read it, you still can. but I wanted to make a new one with some new information...well, I'm kindof winging it as I get my thoughts together here, so bare with me plz.
I have something I want to get off my chest.
Not sure how to say it...going through something right now. I'm confused, I'm ...well, I'm too worried now to be sad anymore, ah, it's probably me overthinking again...I'm just...it's just been a crazy weird sortof time for awhile, crying for days and then tonight something weird happened. Basically, I mention this person, who's the muse of the tears and whom I haven't talked to in a long while, (to a "stranger", not someone this person could know) and then this person like drops off the face of the earth! All the public accounts suddenly gone!
it's almost 3am again and I always get in the mood for talking when i'm tirrd (but i've gotta go to bed soon so) anywayz,
okay, what can someone tell me about BigWorm. I've become obsessed and I don't even know really anything about him. It's just that accent. I just love it! what the hell! somebody help me! I want to know more of this mystery person. (there's hardly anything on a google search...so I guess I just check in on the twitch thing for now??) he's pretty funny too!
It's actually only 3something in the AM, but I love that Pencey Prep song! (helps me not feel so bad when the hours pass like that and I still can't sleep. Somehow, I get to sleep soon after that)
Anyway, sorry for this silly blog but uh, I just wanted to say that I hope to be back regularly on talk.mcrmy.com by the end of this week/early next. Which means, I probably will be coming here much less. It's really awesome to meet all you folks here though.
Cassie from Alternative Press created this quiz. I hope it's ok that I share it. It's to mark the anniversaries coming up, but apparently most people are doing really poorly on it. I got a D myself lol tell me how you do!
sorry I haven't been around and I can't stay now either but wishing you a good rest of your week and all the best in whatever you are aiming for.
"I would sing you to sleep, never let them take the light behind your eyes" good night!
I just had to,...
So long to all my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I’d be lying if I didn’t say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say
If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I’ll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright
Be strong and hold my hand
Time—it comes for us, you’ll understand
We’ll say goodbye today
And I'm sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I’ll tell you just what I would say
If I
Ok, well I know it's been mentioned on here at least once, but you should all go check out I'mNotOkay site. Even if you don't sign up, there are some really cool features like song interpretations, stuff about the band (I always forget or never knew that Ortiz is actually Ray's last name!) um...and well if you do sign up, there are some other fans there to meet as well! It's kindof "dead!" haha over there, but maybe our new generation MCR can liven it up a bit! :)
Anyway, just thought I'd mention it that I'm currently over there if anyone ever wants to chat.
Okay, so...
I will be trying not to obsess so much after today, but somehow I stumbled across this new but old MCR interview. (Oh right, I was going to watch that Musicast show again, but I felt like something not musical...so this interview was cool!) It's new, because I had never seen it, but old because it's probably one of their first interviews in 2003 (not 2002). Oh man! Gee is such a baby here!!! So cute! Of course they all are! I like how the others talked a little bit more too; not so much Ray, but Mikey and Matt and of course Gee's wingman Frank.
Well, TOMORROW (or in 20 more minutes, wow it's late!) is my 2 month anniversary on this site! I missed my one month. And well, others have been mentioning their anniversaries, so I just thought I'd share this.
Omgsh, it is ALSO on a 22nd! (We've been chatting about March 22, 2013...well, you know)...so my 3 months will be on that anniversary. Hmm
Well, anyway, what more can I say that's uplifting?...I'm sure there's something. I always have something to say don't I folks?
I'm not really going to listit all out, but if you haven't listened to Vitamin String Quartet's version of MCR...do it! I'll list some of my favorites
Venom...listened like 3 times tonight heehee
Hang em...pretty good
I never told you...gotta be one of the best. Chills guys, seriously chilling!!
Ghost..good any way you do it!
too bad Honey didn't come out so good, I mean, it's good, but it's changed a little and doesn't have the same edge
Vampires will Never...oh, amazing! But slowed down for most of it, I think. Someone check this for me.
Early Sunsets...this version is what made me