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erase this, pleeeease!

I feel like SUCH an idiot re-reading some of the things I've written! And I KNOW I'm an idiot, when people ignore certain things or ...

oh man! why can't we have an erase button in real life?!?? :(

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one more thought

I stumbled upon Electric Century again last night. I'm really digging this album, and especially after digging up the past and listening to a lot of older stuff. (i feel this album is an '80s throwback, which, if you didn't already know...yeah i kinda lived through that too aha --haha omg Aha!! anyway)

but I've ALSO been listening to Pink Floyd a LOT lately, particularly The Wall, and on YouTube now (because I don't own the EP, although I might have to now) and listening again to "Hail the Saints". Omg! This is brilliant!!! :D
I like it a lot! ;)

so, check it out, if you haven't.

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10 years/kill all your friends hehe/ and even TOP Cancer cover commentary :P

"it's been 10 bitter years since I've been seeing your face" LITERALLY just played by ! haha
Anyone else think it's eerie that this was re-released for the 10year anniversary. :P

Yea, kindof forgot (to listen) on the actual day, but i'm listening to MCRX right now. ;)

I suppose I should say SOMETHING about the past 10years. Neon Heart ;) reminded me that i DID actually live through this album, but sadly I was too stubborn to get it and listen through it.

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untitled...because I wish I had that song on the new MCRX album. :P

Mrs. Corrigan, thanks for the new reply on my post from a few days back. Yeah, having yet another one of those days where I fear I messed up by either my words or my actions. (And I was doing SO GOOD too!..haha kindalike charbars recent post. Hey my friend!

Ok, I don't really lie singling people out in my posts, but I dont really mind when others do it to me, so I hope y'all dont mind me. Um, so where was I?

oh yes, doing stupid stuff. Not really, but idk. I am afraid again. But rather than dwell and make things worse, welli came here (haha so sorry! :P ) No because I know it's safe here.

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not that kind of girl/mcrx listening

hey so anybody else hear this?

oh oh! so "not that kindof girl" there is a reference of this in "gun" (Conventional Weapons) yeah, i am listening again now and heard it and looked up the song. :D

"now baby...isn't it crazy" (the latter part being in gun)

*currently listening to living with ghosts* :D

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thanks and feeling better

feeling good actually!

shout outs to slalienbassist and cheriselynn for commenting on my last post. thanks. You guys rock! :D

So, a little follow-up

spam filter keeps triggering . post is in the comments.

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we ALL have bad days. hehe

I'm feeling very oober frustrated and upset right now! :(
I just want to scream and curse and do all these things that I don't really want to do!
...

so i won't

but I'm ...and by upset, I kindof mean sad and alone-like...and like everything I touch i break. like I'm helpless and hopeless...

bleh.

I'm really not this person, so I hate that I'm having such a day! :(

feeling like i keep saying the wrong things to the wrong people ...but I mean, despite not actually coming to the disaster I imagine in my head and panic about,...well, the silence scares me too. gah! I hate silence!!

phew!

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tying up things...woah this might be long, hopefully not too long

Ok well gee! We are getting a lot ofposters lately, that's great! But it means I had better tie this up quicklythen. So, if you read my last post, well I mentioned how upset I was about this friend , or "friend" said something hurtful.

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haha it's me again! 3, 2...

Just a quick one for now. I just realized that in 3months and 2 days from now (well, give or take a day from months being 30 and 31) well...

IT WILL BE MY ONE YEAR anniversary on this Community! :D

I just love anniversaries and milestones. I DO tend to notice them more often than not, but hey! It's good to sortof be aware of where you've been and to where you've come! It certainly has been a crazy year!...ok, but well, let's not recap yet. I hope to be back Dec. 22 to do this.

Meanwhile...MCRX!!!! Can't wait! :D

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it's 1AM, its 2AM, its 4 in the morneh-hen

Actually, its closer to 5 now here. Ughhh, what a night!

Well, I will spare the details...and, now of course, I forget what I DID want to say aboutit. Oh! Just to Ibroughtyoumybullets, I guess I sorta feel the same way as you..although replace boyfriend with hubby...and well, I hope it doesn't get to the hubby part...but...but yeah, people are just...well, they are justthe worst sometimes! And the shitty thing is, some are just the absolute best and yet, put the two together and well, the worst people tend to ruin it all! I...idk. who knows, maybe I am the worst!

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