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how's everyone?

it is once again the moons turn to reign over the land. it's around 11 and I'm going to stay up until 4 listening to music, hopefully. i hope everyone is doing okay, please drink water. i'm going to die in this town, i hope you all get out what ever bad place you may be in. i hope you all sleep well and have a good day tomorrow. get a hold of me if you need to talk or rant, I'm always here.
~quinn

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so, i was listening to black veil brides...

i dig it, i really do, but it makes me think of the fnaf music i used to listen to in 5th and 6th grade. idk how to feel about it, like i like it but it makes me think of how awful 6th grade was and i rlly hate my 6th grade self. i would actually get in a fight with that bitch bc she sucked, and she probably would start crying.
~quinn

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someone please tell me to go to bed

if no one tells me to i won't bc i can't take care of my self and for some reason won't and i'm in an awful place at the moment

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ranting, i guess

i tried to write a fucking poem to share with you guys and i can't even do that. damn. anyway i'm just going to put some random shit that's happened with me, i guess. my gf invited me to her mom's wedding. my head is getting worse, like mental health wise, i'm having more intrusive thoughts(???) is the only good way i can describe it without getting to in-depth. i have a feeling nobody would like/trust me after that. i'm so fucking exhausted. it's only 10:30 and i'm already having 3 am thoughts, which isn't good.

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Music

so i started listening to Sleeping With Sirens and damn, why haven't i listened to them before? i heard Better Off Dead from my spotify recommendations in like january or febuary and i liked it. i might listen to Black Veil Brides if i have time tonight. if anyone has music for me to listen to, i'll get to it as soon as i can :)
also, i can't put it into words how much i love all of you guys on the sight. i will always be here if anyone needs to talk.
~quinn

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fUCK

i was listening to Planetary (GO!) and i forgot i was at home. at some point, i closed my eyes and i felt like i was in music video for a minute and then i opened my eyes and remembered i'm just at home. i'm just me. i have to go back to my dad's tonight, and now i'm crying.

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