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A Return

on December 2, 2019 - 9:23pm

This is the first time I've logged into this account since 2014, according to my last update. A lot has changed to say the least, its still a bit crazy to think this is where we are as a whole, much less individually.

Honestly, I didn't think I would still be alive this far into the future, and I dived back into MCR here and there through the years, making a new dedicated Spotify playlist back in March, idk, this is weird. But comforting.

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New beginnings

on February 17, 2014 - 11:39am

Hey everyone, I'm not sure who will read this exactly. It's been a while since I've been here. It's nice to be back.
I missed this, and I bet a lot of you have too.

I should be going now, but I hope you all have(or had) a lovely day.
~Kale

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Gerard's PO box

on March 28, 2013 - 11:57am

Hey guys, so on Gerard's twitter he posted his PO box so we could send stuff, but here are 2 rules so yeah. Enjoy

Gerard Way
P.O. Box 572800
Tarzana, CA 91357

Here are the rules-
1. I cannot pass along anything to anyone else.
2. Don't make it weird.

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I love you guys

on March 25, 2013 - 1:52pm

And this is good-bye.
-Karina Bran(flakez)

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60

on March 1, 2013 - 6:15pm

Ugh, first I know that I said I would post everyday but, you see the first week of February I forgot to post, so I figured I might as well skip the whole month. And today is the 60th day of the year.

Back to normal:
Listening to: Day one -LIGHTS
eating: thin mints (yep girl scout cookies, I brought roughly 20 boxes :3)
doing: posting this, on tumblr, watching Supernatural

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Monday December 02, 2019 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

This is the first time I've logged into this account since 2014, according to my last update. A lot has changed to say the least, its still a bit crazy to think this is where we are as a whole, much less individually.

Honestly, I didn't think I would still be alive this far into the future, and I dived back into MCR here and there through the years, making a new dedicated Spotify playlist back in March, idk, this is weird. But comforting. Being back feels almost like coming home after having moved out to a new city, apartment to apartment, only to come back to your childhood home, to your old room. Sure things have changes, but its still... your room.

I can't say I'll go through my old posts, I don't think I'm strong enough to make myself go through that. The thought of it alone makes me cringe a little. But you know what? That's a by-product of a young, alone girl who was bullied by family and friends alike, who just enjyoed the things she did, some stupid little band. And looking back at it, it's not stupid, because it was a life line.

I may cave and read a few, but I'll at least know the old me was doing what she could.

So yeah, this may or may not be an actual return for me. But it is A Return.

-Formerly some stupid name, a Killjoy name, and god knows what else, now just Karina, or Fog. Not that it matters all that much

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Monday February 17, 2014 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

Hey everyone, I'm not sure who will read this exactly. It's been a while since I've been here. It's nice to be back.
I missed this, and I bet a lot of you have too.

I should be going now, but I hope you all have(or had) a lovely day.
~Kale

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Thursday March 28, 2013 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

Hey guys, so on Gerard's twitter he posted his PO box so we could send stuff, but here are 2 rules so yeah. Enjoy

Gerard Way
P.O. Box 572800
Tarzana, CA 91357

Here are the rules-
1. I cannot pass along anything to anyone else.
2. Don't make it weird.

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Monday March 25, 2013 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

And this is good-bye.
-Karina Bran(flakez)

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60
Friday March 01, 2013 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

Ugh, first I know that I said I would post everyday but, you see the first week of February I forgot to post, so I figured I might as well skip the whole month. And today is the 60th day of the year.

Back to normal:
Listening to: Day one -LIGHTS
eating: thin mints (yep girl scout cookies, I brought roughly 20 boxes :3)
doing: posting this, on tumblr, watching Supernatural

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60
Friday March 01, 2013 
| Posted by: Deadbeat nd Killjoy

Ugh, first I know that I said I would post everyday but, you see the first week of February I forgot to post, so I figured I might as well skip the whole month. And today is the 60th day of the year.

Back to normal:
Listening to: Day one -LIGHTS
eating: thin mints (yep girl scout cookies, I brought roughly 20 boxes :3)
doing: posting this, on tumblr, watching Supernatural