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Winters Bliss

on October 18, 2019 - 4:15pm

Well it’s finally Fall.... after having summer weather, until mid October.

I’m going through a spell, of Depressed thoughts and such. Been feeling about needing a “Mental Break”, from work and such; but I’m not necessarily wanting to be Inpatient....

I just want to like have a vacation, but I don’t have any paid time off left that I know of???

I also want to just go missing, where no one knows where I am and see if anyone fucking cares if I’m gone.

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Birthday success

on September 25, 2019 - 3:05am

Hey guys, yesterday was my birthday....

Very happy with what I got....

What are y’all up to?

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on September 16, 2019 - 1:21pm

So I had an account on a website, through PayPal that keeps charging me to be a member of the site....

And I’m trying to cancel the shit so it won’t fucking charge me anymore.....

It’s very aggravating

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Update ( good news)

on September 8, 2019 - 12:42pm

Well my girlfriend texted me back after 5 or so days, she was fucking pissed; but fortunately we made things up, and I bought her a gift for her late birthday present.

Anyways I just wish I could see her in person

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Wake me up when September Ends

on September 4, 2019 - 12:55pm

Well I ended my relationship with my ex ( or should I say, she isn’t speaking to me anymore). I messaged her good morning, like I always do, and no reply in almost 2 full days now.

But I’m just trying to manage not completely going insane. I’ve already been in the hospital once this year, back in like May??

However I feel like I’m slipping away, from the people I really need. ( Trapt reference).

I just don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I’m just failing at making new relationships; or friends for that matter.

Soooo if anyone out there wants to be my friend?



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Monday August 19, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys. It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. How the is everyone? I’m pretty ing good.

I have a girlfriend. Idk if I’ve mentioned that before???

But I love her.

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Thursday August 08, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Ummmm I don’t know what that means, but it sounded smart so yeah.

Anyways I finally called my girlfriend today, I was really scared and nervous at first, because I thought I was going to get catfished, which still might very well happen... ( you never know); it could be a sting operation. You never know nowadays.

But I hope it’s the later and she’s real and who she says she is.... I’d hate to have to go back to searching...

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Wednesday July 31, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well Summer is over. Kids go back to school tomorrow, my vacation is over, back to work tomorrow.

Feels like this year has gone by way too fast. We’re already in August. Just one more month and 24 days and it’s my birthday.

I’m an old man!!!!!

College football is right around the corner, so is NFL. And if I’m lucky my baseball team will make it to the playoffs/World Series....

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Tuesday July 23, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I leave for Texas on Thursday at 1PM. I’ll be there till Tuesday next week. I’ll be at the Largest Waterpark in the US for like 4/5 days. I’m super excited. I also have a Girlfriend now; who lives in Charlotte, North Carolina.

I really want to meet her, (we haven’t yet) but I have a picture and I’ve heard her voice, and she is really cute.

Anyways summer is almost over, and I feel like I spent most of it, at fucking work. Like I had a week for Memorial Day Weekend; at the Beach. So that was fun, and I’ll have 4 or 5 days this week.... but I feel like I didn’t really do anything this summer, other than work, or play video games and sleep.

Like I maybe went to the neighborhood pool, like 5 times total

But I want to say it’s open, until Labor Day this year.

All the kids go back to school, August 1st here. So I’ll have to be careful, and drive slowly.

I’ve already had a wreck in my car, had $8500 worth of Internal damage. ( like Engine and Radiator) and the Steering was off. As well the Airbag deployed....

I was ok after the wreck, no injuries to me, or the person I wrecked into.

But I was a little shocked. I wasn’t fully awake, and was trying to keep my dog from climbing into the front seat, from the back of my car.

Slammed into a car at like 40MPH.

Other than that, my car has been repaired; and the steering is a lot tighter, and easier to drive.

But I don’t want any speeding tickets, or another wreck. So as soon as school starts, I’ll drive super slow and cautious....

But I also feel like as soon as school starts, they’re going to make me work more, for the holiday rush around Halloween/ Thanksgiving, all the way through Christmas.....

And maybe a little for Valentines and Easter.....

But other than those few Holiday Rush time frames, they will have me working normal.

I am ready for Fall/Winter though, so I can watch College Football, and Pro football.

But I’m not ready for the Cold ass weather, and freezing to death.

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Wednesday July 17, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I no longer feel quite as lonely as I have been.
I met a girl on a site called no longer lonely, she lives in North Carolina though; so gotta work out how to meet in person.

But things are going well, I guess you could say....

My managers haven’t fired me, so I guess that’s a good thing, and as far as I know; they didn’t write me up, but idk....

Anyways I’m doing well now. I know summer is almost over, and I’m kinda bummed in a way. I didn’t spend too much free time at the pool, or outside the free time I did have, I was either on the Internet, or playing video games...

Now I feel like School is right around the corner, and it’ll mean more traffic going to and from work; so I’ll have to be more cautious, when driving....

But also Football is right around the corner, so that makes me happy.

I just feel like work is a hassle and I need a break....

But I will get one on the 25th.... through the 30th?

So I can’t really complain that much.

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Sunday July 14, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well they did ask for the dr note. Which I don’t have one so I lied and said I left it at home....

So I have to go back to work tomorrow, knowing they’re probably going to ask for it again. So now I’m worried my time is over at work.

I’m honestly scared that they’re going to get rid of me. Like idk how much longer I can stall, and make up excuses; for not having a drs note.

I’m honestly more worried that if I get fired, I’ll not be able to find another job; because of bad reference from Kroger.

Also I’m worried I’ll loose my car if I get fired.