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Winters Bliss

on October 18, 2019 - 4:15pm

Well it’s finally Fall.... after having summer weather, until mid October.

I’m going through a spell, of Depressed thoughts and such. Been feeling about needing a “Mental Break”, from work and such; but I’m not necessarily wanting to be Inpatient....

I just want to like have a vacation, but I don’t have any paid time off left that I know of???

I also want to just go missing, where no one knows where I am and see if anyone fucking cares if I’m gone.

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Birthday success

on September 25, 2019 - 3:05am

Hey guys, yesterday was my birthday....

Very happy with what I got....

What are y’all up to?

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Update

on September 16, 2019 - 1:21pm

So I had an account on a website, through PayPal that keeps charging me to be a member of the site....

And I’m trying to cancel the shit so it won’t fucking charge me anymore.....

It’s very aggravating

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Update ( good news)

on September 8, 2019 - 12:42pm

Well my girlfriend texted me back after 5 or so days, she was fucking pissed; but fortunately we made things up, and I bought her a gift for her late birthday present.

Anyways I just wish I could see her in person

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Wake me up when September Ends

on September 4, 2019 - 12:55pm

Well I ended my relationship with my ex ( or should I say, she isn’t speaking to me anymore). I messaged her good morning, like I always do, and no reply in almost 2 full days now.

But I’m just trying to manage not completely going insane. I’ve already been in the hospital once this year, back in like May??

However I feel like I’m slipping away, from the people I really need. ( Trapt reference).

I just don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I’m just failing at making new relationships; or friends for that matter.

Soooo if anyone out there wants to be my friend?

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Wednesday September 04, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I ended my relationship with my ex ( or should I say, she isn’t speaking to me anymore). I messaged her good morning, like I always do, and no reply in almost 2 full days now.

But I’m just trying to manage not completely going insane. I’ve already been in the hospital once this year, back in like May??

However I feel like I’m slipping away, from the people I really need. ( Trapt reference).

I just don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I’m just failing at making new relationships; or friends for that matter.

Soooo if anyone out there wants to be my friend?

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Saturday August 31, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Loool only 25 more days ( well 24) if you don’t count today.....

And then it’s my birthday....

I’m old!!!! ( 28)

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Monday August 26, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

We are less than a week away from September y’all.......

So I guess I’ll be the first to say it...

Wake me up when September ends

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Saturday August 24, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I have no fucking clue what the title means so don’t ask. Anyways my gf is mad at me, cuz I was kinda silent yesterday when we were on the phone; like I just couldn’t really think of anything to talk about, it wasn’t that I didn’t want to talk to her, because I did; I just literally didn’t know what to talk about.

I guess I kinda choked up a little bit, but she’s just been so distant today. Like I text her and it takes a long time for her to reply.....

So idk

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Monday August 19, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys. It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. How the is everyone? I’m pretty ing good.

I have a girlfriend. Idk if I’ve mentioned that before???

But I love her.

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Thursday August 08, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Ummmm I don’t know what that means, but it sounded smart so yeah.

Anyways I finally called my girlfriend today, I was really scared and nervous at first, because I thought I was going to get catfished, which still might very well happen... ( you never know); it could be a sting operation. You never know nowadays.

But I hope it’s the later and she’s real and who she says she is.... I’d hate to have to go back to searching...