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Hey guys

on July 3, 2020 - 2:37am

Good lord I forgot about this site. I’m sorry y’all. How’s everyone doing?

Happy 4th of July to everyone. ( I don’t even care if you don’t live in the USA). Anyways here’s a little update since I last posted.

The past 2 months have been kind of an up and down roller coaster.

I’ve had a few Good Days, and Several Bad Days here and there.

The bad days weren’t severe though; a few depressed days and anxiety attacks at work, but I managed it pretty well; even though I had to leave early a few times.

I finally met K at the Dog Park, my dog and her dogs got to play together for a little bit.

And I

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Kickin Wing Animal Doctor

on May 11, 2020 - 2:03pm

Alrighty then I guess I’m late to the party

Intro: I've taken all this time to
Show to you my lines,
To read to you my rhymes,
You'll never memorize,
Please don't forget me.
Now you have taught me
How to live by grace,
And I will do this until my dying day.
How could I ever fall away from you? ( Fall away from you)
You taught me how to live like Christ,
And how to show my face in the worst of times,
And all I can say is thank you.

1. My Username is a Combination of Blue On Black - Kenny Wayne Shepherd, and Blue Burns Orange - Hawthorne Heights.
2. I made my Account my Senior Year of High

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Its hot in hell

on April 28, 2020 - 3:58pm

Ain’t No Sunshine When She’s gone, only darkness every day.

Ain’t no sunshine when she gone; she’s always gone too long, anytime she goes away.

( Black Label Society) Cover.

Anyways just a little update, K has offered to meet me, so I’m trying to work out the logistics of meeting with her.

Soooo yeah how is everyone?

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Update I guess

on April 5, 2020 - 9:03am

Well I guess no one really read my last post however long ago I posted that....

Anyways there’s 2 Girls I like, they’re both 29, I’m 28.

One has a 4 year old ( Non Verbal) Autistic son, the other has no children.

I will call them B and K.

B has the child K doesn’t. B lives in Pennsylvania with her ex, because she has super bad anxiety, and can’t travel on a plane because of the anxiety. I like both girls, but B considers us as dating...

K lives where I live, and we aren’t really dating; but we are talking to each other and want to meet each other.

However with the stupid Corona; we can’t

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Winters Bliss/Summer’s Beginning

on March 15, 2020 - 2:39pm

( Intro/Poem ) In the wake of Determination we stand as one, together we to shall rise from the ashes as one.

Underneath the Gun in front of waiting eyes, we comprise our hearts, take on the world tonight. And we’ll carve our names into their bones.
No second chance Tonight. That’s not what we’re fighting for, that’s not what we’re fighting for, I won’t let this love die.

( Blog entry) So I’m talking to a few people, but I’m conflicted because one of them considers us in a relationship, but is a year older than me, and has a 4 year old ( Autistic child). Seeing as I live at home; and my mom

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Sunday March 15, 2020 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

( Intro/Poem ) In the wake of Determination we stand as one, together we to shall rise from the ashes as one.

Underneath the Gun in front of waiting eyes, we comprise our hearts, take on the world tonight. And we’ll carve our names into their bones.
No second chance Tonight. That’s not what we’re fighting for, that’s not what we’re fighting for, I won’t let this love die.

( Blog entry) So I’m talking to a few people, but I’m conflicted because one of them considers us in a relationship, but is a year older than me, and has a 4 year old ( Autistic child). Seeing as I live at home; and my mom is kinda strict I don’t know if she’d be comfortable with me dating a girl who already has children.

Then there’s a girl in Arizona who likes me who’s 33, but has no children.

Then I’m out here keeping my options open, and trying to talk to people on Dating Apps, such as OkCupid, PoF, Bumble, and what have you.

So I’m just super confused as to what I should do. I mean I like the girl with the kid as she doesn’t judge me for living at home, having Schizophrenia, or anything else.

But I also like the girl in Arizona cuz she has Schizophrenia or whatever also.

But then again the girl in Arizona I’d probably never meet. And the girl with a kid, lives with her ex until, she can get to a psychiatrist or whatever to get her Anxiety under control so she can come home. ( here to where I live).

So I’m just thinking should I try and find someone closer to me or wtf should I do???

I just kinda feel like either way both of these girls I’m never going to meet.

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Sunday March 15, 2020 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey y’all there’s so many new faces here.

I don’t know you all so say hello.

Introduce yourself, whatever you want

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Tuesday February 11, 2020 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Omg you guys the other day my sister surprised me, and said she bought me and her tickets to KnotFest in June, in Atlanta.

I’m going to see Slipknot holy cow, I’ve never been to a real concert before. ( minus local bands at small venues). And I think 1 concert for New Years Eve ( 2000).

But like wow!!!! I’m actually sitting behind the “pit” so I’m in seats but I’m going to be pretty close to the stage I think???

Super excited

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Thursday January 30, 2020 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

You guys Music Midtown in Atlanta, and MCR is going to be there!!!!

It’s 4 days before my birthday too!!!!

I really wanna go, to see my favorite band ever!!!!

They saved me from a dark period of my life, just like most of the rest of us. :D

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Tuesday December 31, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well yes I know I said that backwards, but that’s the point I wanted it backwards....

Anyways work is going well, even with the asshole manager.

I got 2 out of the three things I wanted for Christmas. I forgot what the 3rd thing was lol.

So basically I saw the final Star Wars Movie, and I’m getting Racing tickets for either Talladega or Atlanta. ( I live in Atlanta).

So those would be the 2 closest tracks for NASCAR.

Anyways it’s New Years Eve, and I have a small batch of Fireworks for tonight, that is if I decide to blow them up.

I have a Christmas gift for my friend, but he’s been sick; so haven’t been able to see him.

And I really want the new Pokémon game on Nintendo Switch.

Also my Xbox is acting up and won’t let me play online.

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Saturday December 21, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys I’ve not posted in a while, but I’ve been reading all the posts, lurking in the shadows per-say; a raven of the night.

Anyways the asshole manager guy, is now a permanent manager at our store.

Idk if I’ve talked about him or not???

And the other manager I like had only been there a few months, and has already been transferred....

FML.

Anyways Christmas is only 4 days away, and I only asked for literally 3 things for Christmas. I just couldn’t really think of anything I wanted; I literally have everything I want.

Sooo ummm yeah.