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Super Crazy Dream

on November 18, 2019 - 3:42am

So last night I had the craziest, but most awesome dream ever.

I dreamed that I got to go to an MCR concert in Atlanta, and I actually met Gerard at the show. He had his Danger Days Red hair.

I woke up and was like omg if this dream comes true.... I would be so happy.

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So um this is a story all about how my life got flipped turned upside down

on November 13, 2019 - 5:03am

Hahahaha I just made my title the beginning of the Fresh Prince of Bel Air.

Anyways so the new girl, I did a little digging ( not saying I’m stalking her, that’d mean like I know where she lives and shit; which I don’t); I found out her last name, and I looked her up on Facebook, I found her profile; but it hasn’t been updated since October..... also if I’m not mistaken her profile said she has been in a relationship since 2015???

However she moved here from Chicago, so if she hasn’t updated her profile since then, there’s a chance she might be single????

Anyways I’m also talking to a few

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New Girl at Work

on November 9, 2019 - 5:35am

Soooo there’s a new girl at work, her names Tori, but she’s in my department ( Grocery); and I think she’s attractive, soooo I’m just like well shit.... 1. I’m not sure how old she is ( I think all the other departments ( Non Cashier/Bagger) you have to be at least 18???) And 2. I’m not sure if she has a boyfriend or something??

So there’s that. But since she is in my department, I’ll get to see her occasionally when I’m working, and since she is kinda new, I’ll probably get to help her out some; showing her where stuff goes.

I did help her out the other day, (Thursday) she looked so

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Depression sucks

on November 7, 2019 - 3:37pm

Well I’m mostly Depressed due to Seasonal Depression ( it gets really bad around the holiday season)

[ In General I start going downhill after my birthday] ( September)

So from like October- February I’m in what I call ( Life on Standby) [ Yes I totally just Referenced Hawthorne Heights].

But I mean the reason why I say that, is because it can get so bad; that I completely go Psychotic ( Hallucinations) [ Visual and Auditory]. And no you don’t have to take Street Drugs to have Visual Hallucinations.

Any fucking psychiatrist or Psychologist/ Therapist whatever who tells you that is an idiot.

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Anyone want to be friends???

on November 6, 2019 - 2:52pm

Hey guys/girls/ other, anyone want to be friends outside of here???

Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? Or whatever???

Just wondering. You don’t have to if you don’t want to....

( sad panda)

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Saturday November 09, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Soooo there’s a new girl at work, her names Tori, but she’s in my department ( Grocery); and I think she’s attractive, soooo I’m just like well shit.... 1. I’m not sure how old she is ( I think all the other departments ( Non Cashier/Bagger) you have to be at least 18???) And 2. I’m not sure if she has a boyfriend or something??

So there’s that. But since she is in my department, I’ll get to see her occasionally when I’m working, and since she is kinda new, I’ll probably get to help her out some; showing her where stuff goes.

I did help her out the other day, (Thursday) she looked so confused with what to do. Like she had a lot of questions, and wasn’t sure what to do.... ( really shy too). But I just showed her some stuff and helped out.

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Thursday November 07, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I’m mostly Depressed due to Seasonal Depression ( it gets really bad around the holiday season)

[ In General I start going downhill after my birthday] ( September)

So from like October- February I’m in what I call ( Life on Standby) [ Yes I totally just Referenced Hawthorne Heights].

But I mean the reason why I say that, is because it can get so bad; that I completely go Psychotic ( Hallucinations) [ Visual and Auditory]. And no you don’t have to take Street Drugs to have Visual Hallucinations.

Any fucking psychiatrist or Psychologist/ Therapist whatever who tells you that is an idiot.

Because I’ve never taken an illegal street drug my whole life, I’m Schizophrenic; and I’ve had Visual Hallucinations.

It’s Called Psychosis!!!! You loose grip of reality and can’t fucking function normally.

It’s scary and I wish I didn’t have it.

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Wednesday November 06, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys/girls/ other, anyone want to be friends outside of here???

Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? Or whatever???

Just wondering. You don’t have to if you don’t want to....

( sad panda)

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Monday November 04, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well put the title together and you can sorta figure it out...

But if not I’ll just say it. Me and my girlfriend split. She asked me to buy her something, but I said you know my moms going to catch on to me buying random shit all the time; then she said; wait you haven’t told anyone yet???!!! I said no.... then she said wow fuck you.... and I took that as we broke up.

But I don’t care, she was crazy anyways ( like she was super into Dominatrix kinky shit) but I don’t know anything about that, so it kinda made me push her away.... and we became distant.

Anyways I’m talking to other people though so I’m not too hurt by it.

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Thursday October 31, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

They’re back!!!!!!!!!

Happy fucking Halloween

This is like the best news I’ve gotten all day

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Tuesday October 29, 2019 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

No fucking clue what that means.... just sounded cool.

Anyways I’m going through a rough patch right now.....

I feel like giving up on my relationship with my girlfriend, I mean I’m probably never going to meet her in person.....

And I still have feelings for my ex ( we’ll call her S)

Anyways S called me yesterday on the phone to see how I was doing, I gave her an update, and she gave me an update.....

But S has a boyfriend who’s “controlling” as she calls it.

( I.E. Abusive). So S said her parents are going to talk to him and try and fix things; but if he continues then she’s dumping him.....

Anyways if S does break up with him, she would most likely come crawling back to me.

I don’t have a problem with that, but my mom from what I’ve told her thinks S is absolutely crazy psycho.

So there’s that relationship problem.....

Then we have the holiday season right around the corner, and I’m starting to feel depressed and stuff.

( the season change to Fall/Winter) makes me depressed. Less daylight and what not.

And more cloudy and stuff, I just feel so lonely