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Sorry for the lack in Posts

on November 19, 2017 - 5:10am

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

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Open Letter/Screen Writing an Apology

on November 1, 2017 - 4:47pm

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading

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Friends?

on September 19, 2017 - 7:00am

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

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Friends?

on September 19, 2017 - 7:00am

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

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Going through a Manic phase

on September 15, 2017 - 1:47pm

So I have Bipolar 2 and I'm going through really bad Mania, cuz I'm like trying to buy shit I don't need, and wanting to constantly do something, but avoiding work. I've had a few anxiety attacks over the past few days as well. I'm not "Sui" at all but I'm not Psychotic either. I'm just kinda hovering right at the line of breaking into Psychotic mania.

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Monday May 08, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well work is work, I get a few hours but not enough.

The store manager is kinda mean, ( well Everytime I've talked to him he has been) the assistant store manager is a lot nicer and likes me; and the grocery managers like me.

But I just need something more, you know like I feel like I need more hands on training, not computer based training but actual like demonstration, of what they actually want me to do.

Cuz my 6 month evaluation was kinda sucky, and it made me feel like I'm a bad employee.

Other than that I've just been staying home and surfing the web.

Or I'll hang out with some friends.

I also started a group therapy thing requested by my actual therapist, on Wednesday nights a few months ago, I feel like it helps sometimes; but other times I feel like I don't need it.

Also there's a girl in the group, that I have a crush on she's the same age as me, but we aren't allowed to be in the same group if we are in a relationship.

So basically I can't date her; unless I quit going to the group.

It sucks cuz I just get so lonely sometimes.

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Wednesday April 12, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well with everything in the news about D.T. I quite just don't know what to say. I just feel like he's trying to start WW3.

Anyways other than that my therapist has made me start group therapy on wednesday nights.

Also my brother's wedding is coming up next week and I'm the best man for his wedding.

I am a little nervous about it; but I'm sure I'll be fine.

I will get to go to the beach too, from Monday to Friday after the wedding. So that'll be nice.

But on the other side of everything fun and good there is the bad, my work hasn't given me any hours in 2 1/2 weeks so I'm kinda bummed about that, cuz I barely have any money left.

I also feel like they are trying to get rid of me since I got a low 6 month evaluation score.

But Idk.

I'm just trying to hold on, when everything seems to just set me off, on mini Anxiety attacks.

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Wednesday March 29, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

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Wednesday March 29, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

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Sunday March 26, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Dammit motherfucking cock sucking sons of bitches coward ass pansies!!!

fuck it all!!!!

I just found out I got terminated from my job at Publix ( Grocery store) they never sent an email or called and told me, how fucking pathetic they are.

Fucking cowards, they could have at least told me oh well looks like I'm burning my uniforms; fucking bastards ain't getting that shit back. Fuck them.

I'm pissed.

Sorry for the rant but come on at least have the fucking balls to tell me I'm fired.

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Thursday March 23, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey y'all my email doesn't work on this site so if you want to contact me do so on KIK

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Or my personal Email kmills1537@gmail.com cuz I forget to check this site sometimes.