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Mortuary Sub Complications Re Visited

on January 12, 2018 - 12:54pm

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm

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Mortuary Sub Complications Re Visited

on January 12, 2018 - 12:53pm

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm

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Merry New Years and happy Christmas

on January 2, 2018 - 8:50am

Lol yes I said it backwards on purpose....

How’s everyone doing? I hope y’all all had a good holiday season.

I know I did. I think I might have found a girlfriend, the only thing is she lives in the uk. but I’m keeping my options open just in case.....

Never know what might happen... so we shall see.

Didn’t get a lot of presents for obvious reasons....

But that’s alright I got what I wanted.

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Christmas time

on December 18, 2017 - 1:37pm

Hey guys so it’s close to Christmas, I already got mostly everything I wanted. A car, new bed, new sheets, Video Game, and for New Years Eve I’m going to Macon to blow up some Fireworks with my brother and his wife, and her co worker has bought $6000 worth of some cool stuff.... so it’ll be a blast.

Then I’ll be at my dads house over night.

Anyways my ex from when I was 18, sorta introduced me to her BFF, back around my birthday, so we have been talking for a while; and I finally got her #.

I don’t know if she likes me more than a friend though but I do like her.

Her name is Michela (

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Life on Standby

on December 8, 2017 - 12:33pm

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it

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Thursday September 14, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

well today I bought a $20 Scratch off ticket at my Publix ( grocery store) that I work at.

It was a 100X the money scratcher, and I got the 100X symbol under a $5 prize.....

So I won $500. that's more money than what I make in a week worth of Pay at my job.

Any ways I had $8 this morning ( cash), and I bought a Powerball and a $2 scratcher and lost the $2 scratcher, but now I am super curious about the Powerball......

Because I had a Dream last night that I won the Lottery on a Scratch off ticket, except in my dream I won $10 Million not $500.

So with that being said ; if I do win the Powerball I'm going to shit literal bricks.

I'm ecstatic right now. I've never won more than $20 on a lottery ticket.

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WW3
Monday September 04, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well Kim Jong Un and Trump are about to Pile Drive us into World War 3.

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Friday September 01, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I just got off work an hour ago. It was alright, I just wish I didn't have to go to work.....

anyways how is everyone doing? those of you who still use this site?

Also it's September 1st, so you know what that means?????

Wake Me Up When September Ends. Like Seriously I fucking wish I had the whole month off.

I just need a break, I'm tired of work, I'm stressed out, still throwing up due to Anxiety problems, Haven't seen my therapist in over 3 months because fucking medicaid won't cover it.

I'm slowly but surely starting to lose it. I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need.

I hate to admit it, but I feel like I should be hospitalized. The other day I was depressed, and had "S" thought's, but I didn't act on them; nor did I tell anyone about it.

But I can't just keep going on like this it's slowly killing me.

I have so much going on right now between work and getting ready to move, It's really starting to take a toll on me.

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Monday August 07, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well My Mom got a new job so I will be moving to a new City closer to my Sister and Brother.

I will also be closer to my friend but she hasn't talked to me in a few weeks.

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Tuesday July 25, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I had another medical procedure done....

They said my stomach doesn't digest food properly? Idk but I had to do all these stomach tests, because I have been having problems with throwing up after I eat.

( not BULIMIA) but it is kinda weird.

Anyways I worked a 33 hour week last week an,d I worked 18 hours this week, so I should get a pretty good pay check this thursday from last week.

Otherwise everything else is fine.

I just feel like nobody ever really comments on blogs anymore.............

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Monday June 26, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well everything is fine and all.

Had a medical procedure done today...

Won't go into detail.

Work is work....

4th of July is near, and I'm ready to blow shit up.

Anyway tired of being single. ( 5 years now)

I wish there where some people from Georgia on this site ( the state not the country) but a lass all you wonderful people live forever away.

Been a little depressed and anxiety has been a bitch lately but I'm making it through.