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rough time guys like really rough time

on June 11, 2021 - 5:28pm

so y'all know or know you know I have a very beautiful relationship with a girl
i have nothing to complain about her or anything .... that was I thought until she talked me about that she used to take drug nothing bad only pot

my problem is that: my parent always keep my safe and take me away from drug if someone talked about drug or man allusion my parent making I never saw this person again

I love my girlfriend so much that not problem but one or two month ago I don't remember... she talked to me that she is gonna sell.
I said I wa son with that I say to myself that I am gonna get use to

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Hello internet ?

on April 10, 2021 - 6:32am

I don't even where to start ...
I use to go on this site everyday to post about everything and nothing
This website is like my second house but since the spam take over I thought that if I leave for a moment the spam will maybe go away ? So no there was more and more, but why this happen?

i have so many thing to say.
first thing first
i have girlfriend, we are dating since November and three month later she offer me a promise ring. I am feeling so safe and calm around her
but I kept this relation secret because I knew that if my parent find it they will be very disappointed.

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I thought that the scam go away ?!?!????

on December 16, 2020 - 6:15pm
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HUMMM SCUSE ME SIIIIIRRR

on December 8, 2020 - 3:28pm

Did anyone saw the post on twitter???????

I almost scream but I din't because my parent was around
What it's coming soon ?!

The new album ?
I hope soooo !!!!

i goosh I waaaaayy too excited !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

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Happy one year anniversary I guess?

on November 30, 2020 - 6:41am

I am bit late but it doesn't matter
I join this fandom in the first week of September 2019
First of all I never heard of My Chemical Romance
I remember this last two week of August in the same year Youtube recommend me to listen to: Welcome to the black parade it take me 3 time to slowly understand the song and I enjoy it
the second song I heard from them was :; Bulletproof heart I was really into that and the last song I remember to listen to the first time was : The light behind you eyes, I almost cried but I didn't
And basically I get into MCR with this three song
Did I ever regret that

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Friday June 11, 2021 
| Posted by: Sweet_Phantom

so y'all know or know you know I have a very beautiful relationship with a girl
i have nothing to complain about her or anything .... that was I thought until she talked me about that she used to take drug nothing bad only pot

my problem is that: my parent always keep my safe and take me away from drug if someone talked about drug or man allusion my parent making I never saw this person again

I love my girlfriend so much that not problem but one or two month ago I don't remember... she talked to me that she is gonna sell.
I said I wa son with that I say to myself that I am gonna get use to it but no
every day when I was alone several thought pop into my mind that I was not cool enough, that she is gonna to da again it is because I am boring as hell,
nd maybe if a start taking dug maybe people gonna notice more as a person and not like a shadow you know ?
and I get fuck up in my head. In my entire people told my that drug is bad an now more that I get older more I noticed that people take drug
even my bestfried tries the edible one the one you can eat
Because of my parent a FEAR that
like it's not normal not at that point
my hand shake
my heart beat like I was in terrible danger
I feel I am gonna throw up at any moment
just because we talked about drug
i am so fuck up

And out the fucking nowhere my mind be like : Maybe you should took those pill again maybe this time will be sleeping forever

oh god I hate myself

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Saturday April 10, 2021 
| Posted by: Sweet_Phantom

I don't even where to start ...
I use to go on this site everyday to post about everything and nothing
This website is like my second house but since the spam take over I thought that if I leave for a moment the spam will maybe go away ? So no there was more and more, but why this happen?

i have so many thing to say.
first thing first
i have girlfriend, we are dating since November and three month later she offer me a promise ring. I am feeling so safe and calm around her
but I kept this relation secret because I knew that if my parent find it they will be very disappointed. But my mother find it out
because I was always home very late and saying excuse.
My father's word was very hurtful at the point that I l run aways from my own house to go to my friend house.
I stay to my friend house for three week and after I came back to my home
I stay for two week
then I leave again but this time for real. now I live with my girlfriend
so yeah that my life in summary.

I guess I was abuse ? I don't want to say it like that but I was friend with the friend of my girlfriend and she told me that this guy is strange and very manipulative all he want is have attention
so at the beginning he was keeping me awake until 4 am because he was saying that he is gonna committed suicide.
I give him number to help him even some song that keeping me alive
then later he start telling to my girlfriend that my butt look good then he saying thing like : If I can get a chance I will rape her
so yeah ...

anyways I get pretty upset and I talk to him but I am kinda scare to be around him
for now this is all
so yeah

<3

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Wednesday December 16, 2020 
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Tuesday December 08, 2020 
| Posted by: Sweet_Phantom

Did anyone saw the post on twitter???????

I almost scream but I din't because my parent was around
What it's coming soon ?!

The new album ?
I hope soooo !!!!

i goosh I waaaaayy too excited !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

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Monday November 30, 2020 
| Posted by: Sweet_Phantom

I am bit late but it doesn't matter
I join this fandom in the first week of September 2019
First of all I never heard of My Chemical Romance
I remember this last two week of August in the same year Youtube recommend me to listen to: Welcome to the black parade it take me 3 time to slowly understand the song and I enjoy it
the second song I heard from them was :; Bulletproof heart I was really into that and the last song I remember to listen to the first time was : The light behind you eyes, I almost cried but I didn't
And basically I get into MCR with this three song
Did I ever regret that move ?
PFFF
NO!!!
If everything has to be reset and to it again I will do the exact same thing that brought me here

Already one year flew away
One year of the greatest moment, a LOT of surprised !
I dindn't really expect to have friend here or just be ale to talk, but I did
I meet this fabulous Killjoys : Zzombieyum the nicest person I never meet

I get support from the MCRmy
They were here and still here to find I way to cheer me up
And I did the same thing
For real this Fandom is so nice and sweet

But also I have learn that some people just want to see the world burn down
talking shit about MCR without really take the time to listen and actually understand the deep meaning of their song
I think about this Drama in IG
The Famous Trishia with her version of Helena (please if you are new here I DEEPLY recommend to NOT see this video)
Old people look at me, stare at me because I am wearing "satanic clothe"

But all this never stop me to love and appreciate MCR
didn't stop me to come here and share all my thought, my dream, my opinion
that didn't stop me to wear their march proudly

Maybe I am putting a little to much
But MCR save my life twice
They save without knowing, million live

I remember that very first time I log here
My name back in the time was : Broken star
because I was feeling broken and sad
but thought the year
Amasing stuff happen
30 Oct 2019 : MCR came back
20 Dec 21019 : MCR return show ( That was INCREDIBLE )
A LOT of mystery cryptic picture , video,

Anyways all that just to say
That I am not walking face down anymore I am not staring the floor when I am walking
My eyes are up
shoulder are straight
and I am not afraid
MCR gave me a little hope to just believe again
and you guys, the MCRMY, make me believe in myself again

As always stay safe out there
Remember to keep running and keep fighting
keep your Mask on and to all the killjoys here
Your live matter, every breath your take is a blessing
I know that someday seems just impossible to survive
That no one will ever understand your situation but please believe me, it is way more worth if to keep on living

" Be yourself and dont take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive " - Gerard way

Thank you from my heart to the deep place into my soul
Thank you so much
<3

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Monday November 09, 2020 
| Posted by: Sweet_Phantom

Heyyyyyyyyy

It's been a long time that i have been here
How are you doing guys ?

For me thing have been really rock and roll
Just last week i spend my day running away from my parent because they found that i have a tattoo
Last night we had a long talk, they really Do not apppreciate that i done that but i least i still have a home

At my job 3 people are tested positive for the covid and they still don't want to close the store one is my supervisior the other are coworker

Side note
I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so happy for you that Biden was vote for president !!!!!!!!! <3

I miss this place deeply
Every Day it's feel like i was missing something
And i Found it

Stay safe
For real

<3