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When I was a young girl..

on June 9, 2019 - 11:27pm

So according to my mother, I used to listen to MCR a lot when I was a baby. I mean, I was born in 2002 which is also the year they became a band. I really like that I sort of came back to what I originally listened to. I found my way home, I guess. Ugh, that sounds so cringey. Sorry. I really love that though. It's like some deep part of me remembered this music and upon hearing it again, decided to make it the only thing that I listened to for a whole year straight. It's great.

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Happy Birthday Gerard!

on April 9, 2019 - 6:52pm

Gerard Way saved my life. So I want to celebrate his. Well, I guess writing a post on his former band's website isn't really celebrating, but it's the best I can do right now.

Meeting Gerard is the number one thing in my bucket list. If I met him I would probably cry, because he is the only reason I am still here today. And I would have so much to say, and thank him for, but I will probably never get the chance, so I'll write it here.

The first thing I would say is thank you. Thank you for saving my life. I now have the opportunity to live it. Thank you for being such an amazing role model.

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March 22.

on March 22, 2019 - 6:49pm

Today is the day that my favorite band died. It's been six years now, and I still don't think any of us have healed. Or maybe that's just me. But six years ago today, Gerard decided that it was the end. He said that MCR was not a band, but an idea. And that he knew we could survive, even though the band didn't. And while that's true, it doesn't mean we want to. But we do anyway. We keep going, because our orders were to carry on. And the idea that is MCR will carry on with us. We must pass it to anyone who will accept it, and keep the legacy living. It can't end with us.

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Hey Guys

on January 6, 2019 - 9:19pm

I feel like this website is full of people who need someone tonlisten. I am willing to listen to what you have to say ( that sounded kind of creepy, it wasn't meant to be, sorry.) In fact I am one of those people who need someone to listen. My grandma, who I had lived with for seven years, passed away four years ago.it left me with anxiety and depression that I didn't know how to deal with. I still dont. All that I know is that MCR saved me, cheesey as that sounds. I had reached the bottom. I wanted death. And Gerard told me that death wasn't the answer.

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Hello, fellow Black Parade Marchers and Killjoys!

on December 27, 2018 - 8:32pm

Sorry for the cheesy title. If you're reading this, you are probably just as sad about the breakup as I am, even after, what is it, nearly six years? I just remembered that this website was a thing, and decided it was time to look it up. So here I am. I love MCR with my life, because MCR saved my life. Ugh, that sounded gross and cheesy, sorry. But it is the truth. I signed a deal with the emo devil, and now it owns me, because it saved me. Sorry again. I'm tired, if you couldn't tell. Bye, I guess.

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Sunday June 09, 2019 
| Posted by: Toxic Flame

So according to my mother, I used to listen to MCR a lot when I was a baby. I mean, I was born in 2002 which is also the year they became a band. I really like that I sort of came back to what I originally listened to. I found my way home, I guess. Ugh, that sounds so cringey. Sorry. I really love that though. It's like some deep part of me remembered this music and upon hearing it again, decided to make it the only thing that I listened to for a whole year straight. It's great.

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Tuesday April 09, 2019 
| Posted by: Toxic Flame

Gerard Way saved my life. So I want to celebrate his. Well, I guess writing a post on his former band's website isn't really celebrating, but it's the best I can do right now.

Meeting Gerard is the number one thing in my bucket list. If I met him I would probably cry, because he is the only reason I am still here today. And I would have so much to say, and thank him for, but I will probably never get the chance, so I'll write it here.

The first thing I would say is thank you. Thank you for saving my life. I now have the opportunity to live it. Thank you for being such an amazing role model. Thank you for helping so many kids like me continue to live. Thank you for forming the band, because you brought attention to so many things, so many important things, through your music. And thank you for surviving yourself. Thank you for holding on through the pain and addiction. You are so strong.

I am so grateful to you. You are my hero. When I feel like I don't want to be here anymore, I think about you, and how you survived. And that inspires me. It helps me so much more than you could ever imagine. I hope other people can find this kind of inspiration somewhere too. I hope they can find someone as great as you to keep them going. They deserve it.

Happy Birthday Gerard. And thank you.

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Friday March 22, 2019 
| Posted by: Toxic Flame

Today is the day that my favorite band died. It's been six years now, and I still don't think any of us have healed. Or maybe that's just me. But six years ago today, Gerard decided that it was the end. He said that MCR was not a band, but an idea. And that he knew we could survive, even though the band didn't. And while that's true, it doesn't mean we want to. But we do anyway. We keep going, because our orders were to carry on. And the idea that is MCR will carry on with us. We must pass it to anyone who will accept it, and keep the legacy living. It can't end with us. So look alive, sunshine. Your family needs you. Carry the memory, pass the idea on, and never let them take you alive.

MCRmy unite!

And Killjoys...

MAKE SOME NOISE

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Sunday January 06, 2019 
| Posted by: Toxic Flame

I feel like this website is full of people who need someone tonlisten. I am willing to listen to what you have to say ( that sounded kind of creepy, it wasn't meant to be, sorry.) In fact I am one of those people who need someone to listen. My grandma, who I had lived with for seven years, passed away four years ago.it left me with anxiety and depression that I didn't know how to deal with. I still dont. All that I know is that MCR saved me, cheesey as that sounds. I had reached the bottom. I wanted death. And Gerard told me that death wasn't the answer. Sorry for boring you with my story, I feel stupid just posting this. No one will read it, and if they do, they won't care. Sorry again. Bye.
-Toxic Flame

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Thursday December 27, 2018 
| Posted by: Toxic Flame

Sorry for the cheesy title. If you're reading this, you are probably just as sad about the breakup as I am, even after, what is it, nearly six years? I just remembered that this website was a thing, and decided it was time to look it up. So here I am. I love MCR with my life, because MCR saved my life. Ugh, that sounded gross and cheesy, sorry. But it is the truth. I signed a deal with the emo devil, and now it owns me, because it saved me. Sorry again. I'm tired, if you couldn't tell. Bye, I guess.