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My One Year MCR Anniversary

on May 14, 2016 - 8:03pm

Happy "birthday" to me! Exactly one year ago, I ordered my first MCR tshirt and picked up The Black Parade at my local Walmart (all they had WAS the censored one, which is quite funny when you get to "Blood". :P)

To mark the occasion, today I wore that shirt and played the full BP album, and then I took The Black Parade is Dead to my folks and proceeded to watch this with my Mom. Isn't she sweet? :) Dad even peeked in a little!

I really want some striped sleeves like Gerard wears. HotTopic doesn't seem to carry these, so I will have to look elsewhere.

What else?

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This is the Best Day Ever!!!!

on April 8, 2016 - 2:39pm

on repeat on Songfacts.com

found this beauty

"aweoh you guys are gonna make me blush!" :D (Gee)

https://youtu.be/ycYoAyfCYmo?list=SRmy%20chemical%20romance%20this%20is%...

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dumb me!

on April 6, 2016 - 10:27am

I posted something more in the comments to that last post. Just read this, then go there.

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Growing Up

on April 6, 2016 - 10:20am

Eh, hey guys!

I haven't been coming on lately, wasn't even going to post neither (haha either I mean, of course).

I..ok, well I am technically speaking, a grown up, but I still feel young at heart most of the time (which is good. I really believe this! And that thoughtkeeps me young too!) Anyway, I have been doing some growing up...or been forced to grow up some this week. It's painful! I really do feel like a teenager some days! So like I get it!

why do we have to grow up? Well...well, I guess it is to help our next generation.

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So long and goodnight (slag), forums talk and some Lloyd Dobbler

on March 19, 2016 - 1:04am

I feel like I just have to say SOMETHING. It's been a week since my last post (a new record of consecutive not posting days). It's true that I am dedicating most of my time to the forums, talk and to the end, and even INO sometimes too, but I don't want you guys to think I forget about you. You here mean a lot to me. And especially the "newbies" that helped me when I was having that initial burst of excitement for this band (it's still my favorite band and I still listen mostly to it and/or talk about it, well...every day but...it's died down a little.)

Um, what else can I say?

Pages

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Thursday March 10, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Not sure how to say it...going through something right now. I'm confused, I'm ...well, I'm too worried now to be sad anymore, ah, it's probably me overthinking again...I'm just...it's just been a crazy weird sortof time for awhile, crying for days and then tonight something weird happened. Basically, I mention this person, who's the muse of the tears and whom I haven't talked to in a long while, (to a "stranger", not someone this person could know) and then this person like drops off the face of the earth! All the public accounts suddenly gone! (I started thinking of this person about a week ago and all this stuff was still there). Hmm. again, Idk how to share it, the connection I had with this person, or if I even need to...just send me some good vibes, prayers, and whatnot! It's really weird and I'm like waiting for a phone call, or I'm hoping not to have one...omg!! like what could have happened!?! It could be nothing or it could be the worst!!! Why can't I get answers?...do I even want them now?...I always feel like answers are important, good or bad, but ...

ohhh I was trying to move on!!! Ok, I suppose I could just push this all aside and hope for the best. Why, why, all this weird stuff to interrupt this grieving process!!!??? I don't know how long I can wait for the answers...maybe, just maybe this is a sign that it IS over...that I just have to give the f*ck up! It certainly would be for the best...I just feel like something has been ripped from me and I'm so very confused.

Ok, well I'll try to sleep and maybe tomorrow will be better.

I don't usually post things like this but...it's like been coming to this for awhile now. I think I just need to "scream" somewhere. I trust you'll be forgiving or idk...i don't really know what to expect. Quite frankly, I don't give a damn anymore! (well, of course I do but) I'm just ...I'm just gonna go cool down now.

Love you guys! I'm Not Okay (I promise)...no, i'm not even joking...I'll be fine, seriously (I hope). What's the (and why I love Frank)

the lyric..."I need you, i need you i need you ...i need you to know, I'm alright" :D -She's the Prettiest Girl at the party and she can prove it with a solid right hook (Thanks Frank!)

Best to all of you!

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Tuesday March 08, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

it's almost 3am again and I always get in the mood for talking when i'm tirrd (but i've gotta go to bed soon so) anywayz,

okay, what can someone tell me about BigWorm. I've become obsessed and I don't even know really anything about him. It's just that accent. I just love it! what the hell! somebody help me! I want to know more of this mystery person. (there's hardly anything on a google search...so I guess I just check in on the twitch thing for now??) he's pretty funny too!

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Monday March 07, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

It's actually only 3something in the AM, but I love that Pencey Prep song! (helps me not feel so bad when the hours pass like that and I still can't sleep. Somehow, I get to sleep soon after that)

Anyway, sorry for this silly blog but uh, I just wanted to say that I hope to be back regularly on talk.mcrmy.com by the end of this week/early next. Which means, I probably will be coming here much less. It's really awesome to meet all you folks here though. I hope you come join us either on DOA/G/Charbar/Ana's new blog, or either talk or INO, because YOU are our next generation and my fellow "newbies", and I'd like to hang out with you all more!

Alright, before it actually gets to 4AM, I'd like to get some sleep.

"So shut your eyes, kiss me goodbye, and SLEEEEEEP!"

Good nights and good days to you all!!

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Wednesday March 02, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Cassie from Alternative Press created this quiz. I hope it's ok that I share it. It's to mark the anniversaries coming up, but apparently most people are doing really poorly on it. I got a D myself lol tell me how you do!

sorry I haven't been around and I can't stay now either but wishing you a good rest of your week and all the best in whatever you are aiming for.

"I would sing you to sleep, never let them take the light behind your eyes" good night!

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Saturday February 27, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I just had to,...

So long to all my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I’d be lying if I didn’t say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I’ll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

Be strong and hold my hand
Time—it comes for us, you’ll understand
We’ll say goodbye today
And I'm sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I’ll tell you just what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I’ll fail and lose this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your

Sometimes we must grow stronger and
You can be stronger when I'm gone
When I’m here, no longer
You must be stronger and

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I failed and lost this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

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Saturday February 27, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Ok, well I know it's been mentioned on here at least once, but you should all go check out I'mNotOkay site. Even if you don't sign up, there are some really cool features like song interpretations, stuff about the band (I always forget or never knew that Ortiz is actually Ray's last name!) um...and well if you do sign up, there are some other fans there to meet as well! It's kindof "dead!" haha over there, but maybe our new generation MCR can liven it up a bit! :)
Anyway, just thought I'd mention it that I'm currently over there if anyone ever wants to chat. I'll leave my name in the comments below...

Oh ok, so thanks to those of you who were online today with me as...well, just thanks! I mean, I guess I could thank others for not coming tho too because I finally got to catch up on some more, of course not all, but some more of your blogs. So, for those of you I commented on, well thanks for piquing my interest. I don't mean others didn't...maybe I just didn't get there yet...or, I'm shy. I'll never be able to know ALL of you, but just know that you're all great and you're bound to have inspired or affected someone.

Ok, I'm really just rambling again so that I could mention that site. haha Oh boy! So, this is why I don't post so often. ;)

Have a great rest of your weekend!

Missy