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Another one leaving? Oh this is too much!!!

on December 12, 2016 - 11:23pm

Ok, I will live, but this really hit me tonight (er, this early morning). Was just beginning to sit down to read the blogs of BVBRyanMCR. And I really liked the format you used and that ...well crap! I hope it wasn't supposed to be a secret...but I'm a little bummed! And I hope you see this and come back!! (well, part of me. The good part only wants to wish you well. :) )

Well, so I will just repeat what I said in the comments (well i'll try). I'm nearing the end of a chapter in my life (perhaps that is why this struck me so deep), and also a beginning.

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Gonna miss you Copacetic aka ThreeCheers! :)

on December 3, 2016 - 10:40pm

As the title says. Hope ya don't mind, took some time reminiscing through our old posts and conversations and listening to some songs for ya (yeah yeah, you might not even see this sadly...well, sad for us. Happy for you! So happy to hear when someone is doing well!)

So I was reading one of your posts about trying to stay positive and "fake it till ya make it" (my Mama always used to say that!) But that sometimes, just sometimes we really have to be honest, right?? Well, lately I've been having a bit of a self pity party with another community I'm a part of and well, because I was feeling bad

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other bands

on December 1, 2016 - 12:20am

anybody here by chance, into Avatar...or has even heard of them?? let's chat! :D

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Ray Toro's album is wonderful!!!

on November 26, 2016 - 1:23pm

Basically what my title says. This was well worth the 3year wait! Currently listening to Walking in Circles, one of my favorites. I'm kindof addicted because I need some pep music for my workout today, but this sucked me in. I think We Save is a good workout vibe though, so I'll (well it switched over as I write this ha!) well, I'll get started on my workout soon now....hopefully. Oh man, do I need to workout!! I've been so overstressed lately and with no release that I'm starting to get grouchy with the people I, or they are annoying me even more than usual.

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on November 6, 2016 - 6:27pm

I brought you my bullets, I'm asking that question just about everywhere I go. It's sooo exhausting!

I mean, usually I am the one being all extroverty trying to get people to talk. Seriously, why do I bother! No...oh there is soo much more to it, but i REALLY am too exhausted!
Gonna go listen to some 90s music again. :P (Nirvana)



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Saturday October 29, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

well, I think Parachutes is what brought me here, I think. I stayed up 'till past midnight to listen. (I still can't believe everything is released digitally and online these days. It's nice though!) Yeah, I listened to it all. I REALLY liked a few songs. I will definitely be listening again.

And, as I have been saying all year, I can't wait to hear Ray's new stuff! Oh! there was a spectacular interview I read the other day. (I just love Ray! Well, I love them all, but let's give Ray some special love righ tnow. ;) )

Um, what else? I feel like there has been lots going on this past week and yet I'm at a complete loss of words at the moment. ...

Oh! well, more music topics. So I listened to Green Day's Revolution Radio (did I say it right THIS time?? ugh, i keep messing it up, although I'm sure if I listen to the title song, I'll get it soon enough). I actually REALLY was impressed with this one!

And well, it's kinda old news now, but as you may or may not know, I really like Korn. And I have been excited over their new album too!

Soo, the question is, I mean with all of this stuff available online, what do I actually buy!? I'm definitely getting Ray's. Then I'll have something of all the former members. I really want Korn, but....

oh, because there's all the Smashing Pumpkins stuff...and/or 90s albums that I've been reliving that I might want a phsyical idk. Yeah, well, maybe I'll get Mellon Collie back from my bro...ha!

anyway...well, laterz y'all! <3

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Tuesday October 25, 2016 
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I didn't mean anybody here though! :)

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Tuesday October 25, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I feel like SUCH an idiot re-reading some of the things I've written! And I KNOW I'm an idiot, when people ignore certain things or ...

oh man! why can't we have an erase button in real life?!?? :(

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Monday October 24, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I stumbled upon Electric Century again last night. I'm really digging this album, and especially after digging up the past and listening to a lot of older stuff. (i feel this album is an '80s throwback, which, if you didn't already know...yeah i kinda lived through that too aha --haha omg Aha!! anyway)

but I've ALSO been listening to Pink Floyd a LOT lately, particularly The Wall, and on YouTube now (because I don't own the EP, although I might have to now) and listening again to "Hail the Saints". Omg! This is brilliant!!! :D
I like it a lot! ;)

so, check it out, if you haven't. Check out Pink Floyd's The Wall too! (every MCR fan should know of PF, right?? ;) )

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Monday October 24, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

"it's been 10 bitter years since I've been seeing your face" LITERALLY just played by ! haha
Anyone else think it's eerie that this was re-released for the 10year anniversary. :P

Yea, kindof forgot (to listen) on the actual day, but i'm listening to MCRX right now. ;)

I suppose I should say SOMETHING about the past 10years. Neon Heart ;) reminded me that i DID actually live through this album, but sadly I was too stubborn to get it and listen through it. I think though, with everything going on in those days, it was actually a good thing that I didn't, that I didn't have the guilt of missing the concerts when I had the opportunity (I can't feel bad about not going when I didn't know REALLY know about them...actually...well, yeah let's just go with that! ;) nah, my friend was telling me...well actually, he told me they would NOT play Revenge songs, which I really preferred, but of course he was wrong! I should have listened to Mother!! She told me, "well, they just HAVE to play some of the old songs!" ugh! but anyways, I didn't get into the whole thing until years years and years later. Sadly I'll never get to see MCR, but I can have a better appreciation for them with all of the things I've gone through over the last ten years.

So, actually listening to the original "Kill all your Friends" right now and...well, is it me, or is this version a BIT more uplifting?? I think the demo keeps true to the original intent of the song...but I kindof needed all the uplifting stuff. I'm proud of the end result...same with "The World is Ugly". I know I'm in the minority here, but still.

haha! TOP's Cancer came on! Should I ACTUALLY listen through it this time??!! lol (I've STILL never heard an ENTIRE TOP song. hahahaa but this one did catch my...ear the other day.) Ooo! "lips are chapped and faded, faded" haha I REALLY like when the integrity of a song is kept, but something new is done with it. I'm REALLLY impressed! Well, idk if there's much more to say about it, but it's good! I'd....I'd "ship" it?? lmao ok, somebody tell me if I'm using "ship" correctly! lol (oldie here ;) )

Wow! just Wow! Amazing cover! :D

Ok, Killjoys, the Rmy...good tidings to you and and...well just always keep the MCR spirit alive!

peace and love
Missy ;)

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Friday October 07, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Mrs. Corrigan, thanks for the new reply on my post from a few days back. Yeah, having yet another one of those days where I fear I messed up by either my words or my actions. (And I was doing SO GOOD too!..haha kindalike charbars recent post. Hey my friend!

Ok, I don't really lie singling people out in my posts, but I dont really mind when others do it to me, so I hope y'all dont mind me. Um, so where was I?

oh yes, doing stupid stuff. Not really, but idk. I am afraid again. But rather than dwell and make things worse, welli came here (haha so sorry! :P ) No because I know it's safe here. Heck, iknow it's safe in my other places, well but I am missing a friend right now, and also, thattroublesome person from lastweek, oh well that person I am done with. Ugh! Well, I still havehope, but I am ignoring her, sortof. Not talking anyway.

Anyway, justbeen in my headtoo much lately, but all this stupid stuff I keep doing doesn't help my conscious and with being less self conscious. Aye! But again, I'm not really stupid. Ok, I justremoved myself from a situation without explanation, or kindof a hurried one, and well...well, I just fear waking up to disaster...u know, like last week's post.

I really want to get out of this loop! I keep getting a step ahead everytime, but I justhavethis fear that my chances are running out! (People makin me crazy) . Well, as I said, not gonna dwell. Gonna just try to stay positive.

oh! Speaking of positive...well first, happy smile day folks! :D but also, I watched Coraline FINALLY after sooo many years! And it wasgreat! And I adore Dakota Fanning and the "chesire cat", as I call him. Hmm :)

Well, that's enough from me. Goodnight folks!