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on November 6, 2016 - 6:27pm

I brought you my bullets, I'm asking that question just about everywhere I go. It's sooo exhausting!

I mean, usually I am the one being all extroverty trying to get people to talk. Seriously, why do I bother! No...oh there is soo much more to it, but i REALLY am too exhausted!
Gonna go listen to some 90s music again. :P (Nirvana)

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on October 29, 2016 - 1:00pm

well, I think Parachutes is what brought me here, I think. I stayed up 'till past midnight to listen. (I still can't believe everything is released digitally and online these days. It's nice though!) Yeah, I listened to it all. I REALLY liked a few songs. I will definitely be listening again.

And, as I have been saying all year, I can't wait to hear Ray's new stuff! Oh! there was a spectacular interview I read the other day. (I just love Ray! Well, I love them all, but let's give Ray some special love righ tnow. ;) )

Um, what else?

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and an edit option!

on October 25, 2016 - 4:13pm

I didn't mean anybody here though! :)

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erase this, pleeeease!

on October 25, 2016 - 4:11pm

I feel like SUCH an idiot re-reading some of the things I've written! And I KNOW I'm an idiot, when people ignore certain things or ...

oh man! why can't we have an erase button in real life?!?? :(

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one more thought

on October 24, 2016 - 11:23am

I stumbled upon Electric Century again last night. I'm really digging this album, and especially after digging up the past and listening to a lot of older stuff. (i feel this album is an '80s throwback, which, if you didn't already know...yeah i kinda lived through that too aha --haha omg Aha!! anyway)

but I've ALSO been listening to Pink Floyd a LOT lately, particularly The Wall, and on YouTube now (because I don't own the EP, although I might have to now) and listening again to "Hail the Saints". Omg! This is brilliant!!! :D
I like it a lot! ;)

so, check it out, if you haven't.



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Monday October 24, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

"it's been 10 bitter years since I've been seeing your face" LITERALLY just played by ! haha
Anyone else think it's eerie that this was re-released for the 10year anniversary. :P

Yea, kindof forgot (to listen) on the actual day, but i'm listening to MCRX right now. ;)

I suppose I should say SOMETHING about the past 10years. Neon Heart ;) reminded me that i DID actually live through this album, but sadly I was too stubborn to get it and listen through it. I think though, with everything going on in those days, it was actually a good thing that I didn't, that I didn't have the guilt of missing the concerts when I had the opportunity (I can't feel bad about not going when I didn't know REALLY know about them...actually...well, yeah let's just go with that! ;) nah, my friend was telling me...well actually, he told me they would NOT play Revenge songs, which I really preferred, but of course he was wrong! I should have listened to Mother!! She told me, "well, they just HAVE to play some of the old songs!" ugh! but anyways, I didn't get into the whole thing until years years and years later. Sadly I'll never get to see MCR, but I can have a better appreciation for them with all of the things I've gone through over the last ten years.

So, actually listening to the original "Kill all your Friends" right now and...well, is it me, or is this version a BIT more uplifting?? I think the demo keeps true to the original intent of the song...but I kindof needed all the uplifting stuff. I'm proud of the end result...same with "The World is Ugly". I know I'm in the minority here, but still.

haha! TOP's Cancer came on! Should I ACTUALLY listen through it this time??!! lol (I've STILL never heard an ENTIRE TOP song. hahahaa but this one did catch my...ear the other day.) Ooo! "lips are chapped and faded, faded" haha I REALLY like when the integrity of a song is kept, but something new is done with it. I'm REALLLY impressed! Well, idk if there's much more to say about it, but it's good! I'd....I'd "ship" it?? lmao ok, somebody tell me if I'm using "ship" correctly! lol (oldie here ;) )

Wow! just Wow! Amazing cover! :D

Ok, Killjoys, the Rmy...good tidings to you and and...well just always keep the MCR spirit alive!

peace and love
Missy ;)

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Friday October 07, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Mrs. Corrigan, thanks for the new reply on my post from a few days back. Yeah, having yet another one of those days where I fear I messed up by either my words or my actions. (And I was doing SO GOOD too!..haha kindalike charbars recent post. Hey my friend!

Ok, I don't really lie singling people out in my posts, but I dont really mind when others do it to me, so I hope y'all dont mind me. Um, so where was I?

oh yes, doing stupid stuff. Not really, but idk. I am afraid again. But rather than dwell and make things worse, welli came here (haha so sorry! :P ) No because I know it's safe here. Heck, iknow it's safe in my other places, well but I am missing a friend right now, and also, thattroublesome person from lastweek, oh well that person I am done with. Ugh! Well, I still havehope, but I am ignoring her, sortof. Not talking anyway.

Anyway, justbeen in my headtoo much lately, but all this stupid stuff I keep doing doesn't help my conscious and with being less self conscious. Aye! But again, I'm not really stupid. Ok, I justremoved myself from a situation without explanation, or kindof a hurried one, and well...well, I just fear waking up to disaster...u know, like last week's post.

I really want to get out of this loop! I keep getting a step ahead everytime, but I justhavethis fear that my chances are running out! (People makin me crazy) . Well, as I said, not gonna dwell. Gonna just try to stay positive.

oh! Speaking of positive...well first, happy smile day folks! :D but also, I watched Coraline FINALLY after sooo many years! And it wasgreat! And I adore Dakota Fanning and the "chesire cat", as I call him. Hmm :)

Well, that's enough from me. Goodnight folks!


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Saturday October 01, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

hey so anybody else hear this?

oh oh! so "not that kindof girl" there is a reference of this in "gun" (Conventional Weapons) yeah, i am listening again now and heard it and looked up the song. :D

"now baby...isn't it crazy" (the latter part being in gun)

*currently listening to living with ghosts* :D

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Wednesday September 28, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

feeling good actually!

shout outs to slalienbassist and cheriselynn for commenting on my last post. thanks. You guys rock! :D

So, a little follow-up

spam filter keeps triggering . post is in the comments.

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Wednesday September 28, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I'm feeling very oober frustrated and upset right now! :(
I just want to scream and curse and do all these things that I don't really want to do!

so i won't

but I'm ...and by upset, I kindof mean sad and alone-like...and like everything I touch i break. like I'm helpless and hopeless...


I'm really not this person, so I hate that I'm having such a day! :(

feeling like i keep saying the wrong things to the wrong people ...but I mean, despite not actually coming to the disaster I imagine in my head and panic about,...well, the silence scares me too. gah! I hate silence!!

phew! ok, that's out. gonna try to take some deep breaths and just...idk.

I guess it's the gloomy weather. It's like either be sunny, or give us a good storm, not this half-assed rain shower.

(haha the song lyric that just went by was "life's a f*#@er" haha Well, I know this not to be true, but some days it does feel like that. haha p.s. the record i'm listening to was recorded at a live concert of the place I went to see Frank almost 1 year ago :D Not FIATC, but the sound IS very similar!)

where was I? Idk. Just taking some breaths. *inhales deeply

Hope you are all having a super day! Keep running! :D

your friend,

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Wednesday September 21, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Ok well gee! We are getting a lot ofposters lately, that's great! But it means I had better tie this up quicklythen. So, if you read my last post, well I mentioned how upset I was about this friend , or "friend" said something hurtful. Now, I am generally pretty thick skinned and easy going, but this was just surprising from her, a friend...on the other hand, it DID get me to think, to FINALLY reevaluate some things, things that I probably should change, whether or not my friends/"friends" mind these things about me or not, well, I have to consider the impression I am giving to the community of people we belong to. I know I have been annoying to others so..

but anyway, well I got justice in this case. She broke a rule by calling me a name. Ok, now between friends, I could have shaken it off and moved on...which is what I was considerig, and because she felt bad and apologized (as i expected she might), but since she did this in public, that is when it became an issue and thatis when she got the "slap on the wrist" because the higher up DID see it, and did she her express remorse. I really admire this person in charge for handling it so fairly on all accounts.

Thing is, I still need a break. So I am being anti social now indefinitely. I mean,, she publically apologized, but she hasn't really come to me privately yet, and plus, just, all those other people stress me out too! They are good people, just too many rules, too many different rules for differet people who yetwantto try to impose their rules on behalf of other members and it's like, "just speak for yourself and tell me whatYOU want! Wanna chat? Great! Wanna be left alone? Tell me! I can't bloody read minds!" (Oh, hehe my non existent British is showing! Thosewho know me, know I am actually American...but I seem to keep meeting all these lovely Brit folks and I am impressionable ;) )

Haha omg that was long! Did I even say everything?! Oh well, I'll make another if I forgot something, but think I'll go back to being more quiet for a bit now. Anti social means less stories to tell. :P