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Taking a little hiatus (vacation time!! XD)

on January 5, 2017 - 4:18pm

First of all,

Happy New Year 2017 everybody!

This is going to be a short post because I'm getting very busy, but I just wanted to let all my friends know and this was the quickest way to do it! ;) Of course you all are my friends just for being awesome you! XD But some folks actually read my posts. hehe :P

Anyway, just part of the reason I've been quiet lately and will be quiet (yes, I know I'm usually pretty quiet on this site, but less on others) is because I'm planning a little vacation for a few weeks at the end of the month (sorry to those of whom I'm springing this on for the first time

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wo-oah! what are the odds!?! Happy Anniversary to me!!!

on December 22, 2016 - 12:08pm

I didn't even intend to come on today, but I just...was...bored?? "bored" really. I needed a distraction. Anyway, what ARE the odds that today is my one full year anniversary on this site!?! Well, I already did my thanks and recognitions last week, so I won't say much...honestly, I wish I could be more enthusiastic, but kindof going through a rough/sad/scary patch in my life right now...but trying to stay optimistic!!! Have some friends and my family is super supportive. <3

Guess there really isn't much more to say, just

Keep running!

M

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Eek! Feeling all sentimental! ((again?!) but anniversary!!!

on December 17, 2016 - 10:52am

It's my one year anniversary!!! Well, it is in about a week (oh, somehow I thought it was closer) At any rate, I suppose we will all get busy with holiday stuff and or other stuff, so I am making my post today.

but first, I have to say thanks to the comment on my last post (you know who you are) gah! That was soo nice! Like, I definitely don't hear stuff like that every day, so it is much appreciated.

Ok, now then, I also want to shoutout to those who commented on my first post.

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Another one leaving? Oh this is too much!!!

on December 12, 2016 - 11:23pm

Ok, I will live, but this really hit me tonight (er, this early morning). Was just beginning to sit down to read the blogs of BVBRyanMCR. And I really liked the format you used and that ...well crap! I hope it wasn't supposed to be a secret...but I'm a little bummed! And I hope you see this and come back!! (well, part of me. The good part only wants to wish you well. :) )

Well, so I will just repeat what I said in the comments (well i'll try). I'm nearing the end of a chapter in my life (perhaps that is why this struck me so deep), and also a beginning.

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Gonna miss you Copacetic aka ThreeCheers! :)

on December 3, 2016 - 10:40pm

As the title says. Hope ya don't mind, took some time reminiscing through our old posts and conversations and listening to some songs for ya (yeah yeah, you might not even see this sadly...well, sad for us. Happy for you! So happy to hear when someone is doing well!)

So I was reading one of your posts about trying to stay positive and "fake it till ya make it" (my Mama always used to say that!) But that sometimes, just sometimes we really have to be honest, right?? Well, lately I've been having a bit of a self pity party with another community I'm a part of and well, because I was feeling bad

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Saturday December 03, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

As the title says. Hope ya don't mind, took some time reminiscing through our old posts and conversations and listening to some songs for ya (yeah yeah, you might not even see this sadly...well, sad for us. Happy for you! So happy to hear when someone is doing well!)

So I was reading one of your posts about trying to stay positive and "fake it till ya make it" (my Mama always used to say that!) But that sometimes, just sometimes we really have to be honest, right?? Well, lately I've been having a bit of a self pity party with another community I'm a part of and well, because I was feeling bad maybe I said some things...I really didn't think they were offensive or hurtful at all!! But some members thought so (I was asking about bipolar disorder, because I ...idk. I just wonder about it for myself for a long time, but I've never been diagnosed or I suppose, never had it bad enough to really concern me) Well, a few thought I was being rude trying to ask what it's like. Sorry, but people have brought it up on the site! And I thought...idk. I hope I'm not putting my foot in my mouth here again. And I also realize I'm an adult who "should know better", but frankly, I don't! I don't see why asking about something is a crime! I didn't ask anyone specifically nor did I like be demanding about it or anything. I just wanted to talk!

Anyway, so Idk. For all I know, my "symptoms" are just because of lady stuff, you know? Wow! don't make me spell it out. I'm already embarrassed by it. but that and anxiety...I mean, I'm already worrying about what 100s of other members might be thinking of me, when someone gives me grief about a post, well the anxiety starts all over! I have a few good friends there (I think??) so that's what's been keeping me there, but...well, it's honestly been a roller coaster ride, because it keeps going back between such dislike for me with such love! And I just fear one day, it's all going to come crashing down...or something...like it's all going to be lost. :(

Well, so, I meant for this to be about starting a new chapter again of being positive. To get into the habit of not talking of depressing things over there. But it really bugs me when "they" can, but I can't. Well,...I suppose I can talk about ME. I don't know. *sigh!

I hope I can still count on this site. As I said, being the older one, I feel so lame and pathetic that I ...you know, but us old folks have feelings too! (and actually, that other site has folks my age...i think sometimes that makes it more challenging.) hmm

Well, bittersweet feelings. Gonna miss you ThreeCheers! And just well, I'll try to preserve your memory by working on making myself good again and just cherishing this community so much.

much love to the MCRmy!!! :)

M

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Thursday December 01, 2016 
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anybody here by chance, into Avatar...or has even heard of them?? let's chat! :D

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Saturday November 26, 2016 
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Basically what my title says. This was well worth the 3year wait! Currently listening to Walking in Circles, one of my favorites. I'm kindof addicted because I need some pep music for my workout today, but this sucked me in. I think We Save is a good workout vibe though, so I'll (well it switched over as I write this ha!) well, I'll get started on my workout soon now....hopefully. Oh man, do I need to workout!! I've been so overstressed lately and with no release that I'm starting to get grouchy with the people I love...eh, or they are annoying me even more than usual. ^^ Yeah, I need to release and store up those "feel good hormones". :)

Hmm, ok, too lazy to write more. Hope all y'alls are doing well! ;)

M

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Sunday November 06, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I brought you my bullets, I'm asking that question just about everywhere I go. It's sooo exhausting!

I mean, usually I am the one being all extroverty trying to get people to talk. Seriously, why do I bother! No...oh there is soo much more to it, but i REALLY am too exhausted!
Gonna go listen to some 90s music again. :P (Nirvana)

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Saturday October 29, 2016 
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well, I think Parachutes is what brought me here, I think. I stayed up 'till past midnight to listen. (I still can't believe everything is released digitally and online these days. It's nice though!) Yeah, I listened to it all. I REALLY liked a few songs. I will definitely be listening again.

And, as I have been saying all year, I can't wait to hear Ray's new stuff! Oh! there was a spectacular interview I read the other day. (I just love Ray! Well, I love them all, but let's give Ray some special love righ tnow. ;) )

dyingscene.com/news/ray-toro-interview/

Um, what else? I feel like there has been lots going on this past week and yet I'm at a complete loss of words at the moment. ...

Oh! well, more music topics. So I listened to Green Day's Revolution Radio (did I say it right THIS time?? ugh, i keep messing it up, although I'm sure if I listen to the title song, I'll get it soon enough). I actually REALLY was impressed with this one!

And well, it's kinda old news now, but as you may or may not know, I really like Korn. And I have been excited over their new album too!

Soo, the question is, I mean with all of this stuff available online, what do I actually buy!? I'm definitely getting Ray's. Then I'll have something of all the former members. I really want Korn, but....

oh, because there's all the Smashing Pumpkins stuff...and/or 90s albums that I've been reliving that I might want a phsyical copy...so idk. Yeah, well, maybe I'll get Mellon Collie back from my bro...ha!

anyway...well, laterz y'all! <3

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Tuesday October 25, 2016 
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I didn't mean anybody here though! :)