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Sad news, but with positive message

on May 18, 2017 - 2:17pm

omgsh! so idk if anyone else is old enough to know Chris Cornell or Soundgarden or Audioslave. (I'm not aiming to make a sad post, but if you haven't heard, we lost Chris Cornell to this world today.) It's sad news. It is. But I'm trying to uplift today. Sure we will miss this person, and will have sentiments for those left behind, but I just wanted to say

"I am not afraid to keep on living"

Folks, no matter what, remember those words. It's so easy to get caught up in things and people, but these don't last forever. However, the memories do remain. We need to be strong!

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Been awhile. What's up?

on May 15, 2017 - 7:03pm

Hey everybody! I'm just missing my Rmy community. How's everyone doing??

That was exciting to see the whole gang reunite at the recent Frank concert no?? I feel like my life's complete now that I have finally seen them together, wish I was there, but it's still cool.

What else?? Oh, this week I celebrate my 2 year anniversary of loving this band. It's been super awesome getting to know the community. Keep running killjoys!

Missy

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How the hell do you navigate to the community page anymore??!!!

on March 29, 2017 - 10:52pm

Yeah so as soon as I comment or make a post or anything, well the "community" link isn't there anymore!! I have to go into my bookmarks or retype it in the search bar on my browser. What gives??!!

Anyway, I should probably do a proper post, but it's late and I'd probably...well, I don't even know what to say anymore. :P Just nice to see some familiar faces on here and if you're new or we haven't met yet, stop by and introduce yourself!

Alright well,

love, peace and chickengrease! hehe

and keep running! ;)

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Frank Interviews are just the BEST!!! Mentions MCR and the fans!! :D

on February 18, 2017 - 12:00am

Another share. Does anyone else like watch as many of these as they can?? I just love, well, I love a good interview in general, but I just really like these Frank ones, and this interviewer is pretty good too. (I'm a little biased, I like listening to the English accent...guess I like listening to Frank's accent too tbh.) Anyway, if you haven't seen/listened, I would highly recommend. Our fandom, our still enthusiastic and large fandom is mentioned...ok, I need to finish it still. Eeek!!! haha Always turns me into a schoolgirl. I love being part of something so big!

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I'm Ba-ack! Oh and happy Valentine's Day?? :D

on February 14, 2017 - 10:01pm

Yeah, back from my trip. Ohhh, it was too short! But it's alright. I missed the ...well, honestly, I missed my front porch to sit out and enjoy the sun. Haha! Thing is, back home, the days are shorter and with home responsibilities back on me, I have less and less time to get out!

Alright, enough whining! So, yeah Valentine's Day?? (for like 12 more minutes I guess) ...oh, 10 now. Oh heck! It will probably be the 15th by the time I finish this. yes? no? haha

I really don't have anything to say. Actually, I have too much to say, but I wouldn't even know where to start.

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Saturday February 18, 2017 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Another share. Does anyone else like watch as many of these as they can?? I just love, well, I love a good interview in general, but I just really like these Frank ones, and this interviewer is pretty good too. (I'm a little biased, I like listening to the English accent...guess I like listening to Frank's accent too tbh.) Anyway, if you haven't seen/listened, I would highly recommend. Our fandom, our still enthusiastic and large fandom is mentioned...ok, I need to finish it still. Eeek!!! haha Always turns me into a schoolgirl. I love being part of something so big!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHvWu64oG7w&feature=youtu.be

Keep Running!

M

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Tuesday February 14, 2017 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Yeah, back from my trip. Ohhh, it was too short! But it's alright. I missed the ...well, honestly, I missed my front porch to sit out and enjoy the sun. Haha! Thing is, back home, the days are shorter and with home responsibilities back on me, I have less and less time to get out!

Alright, enough whining! So, yeah Valentine's Day?? (for like 12 more minutes I guess) ...oh, 10 now. Oh heck! It will probably be the 15th by the time I finish this. yes? no? haha

I really don't have anything to say. Actually, I have too much to say, but I wouldn't even know where to start. I missed and miss all of my friends (where are you guys??) Let's get back in touch, k? ;)

Alright, well, I wanna post this and then check some other blogs. Take care all! keep running!!

omg! I just remembered. Ok, well, idk if this is really of interest to any of you all here...actually, I think it's a pretty sweet story of love between a father "rockstar" and his daughter. Idk. Well, I finished it and absolutely loved it, and although I wouldn't have had read it then, I kindof wish I had tried to meet this author (member of Korn) when he did his book signing in my town. And from watching some interviews, awe, he seems like such a adorable person! :)

The book is "With My Eyes Wide Open: Miracles and Mistakes on My Way Back to KoRn" by Brian Welch (aka "Head")

I think this is my next favorite band after MyChem. Just maybe. ;) <3

oohhhh ohhh!!!! (haha, now the writing bug is hitting me!) So, anybody listen to Limp Bizkit?? Omg! I know they are touring with Korn now or had been and yesterday I was rekindling with an old album I hadn't heard in well, probably as long as many of you have lived (like 15years ahhh damn!) and shit! this all came back to me like I had just listened to it, well, the day before yesterday. ;) The album was Chocolate Starfish and the Hotdog Flavored Water. haha yes, I laughed my ass off at that title back then too! :P ahhh! the memories! :D

And it is exactly midnight!

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Thursday January 05, 2017 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

First of all,

Happy New Year 2017 everybody!

This is going to be a short post because I'm getting very busy, but I just wanted to let all my friends know and this was the quickest way to do it! ;) Of course you all are my friends just for being awesome you! XD But some folks actually read my posts. hehe :P

Anyway, just part of the reason I've been quiet lately and will be quiet (yes, I know I'm usually pretty quiet on this site, but less on others) is because I'm planning a little vacation for a few weeks at the end of the month (sorry to those of whom I'm springing this on for the first time here. bad friend!). I just have been scrambling all this last minute stuff and also still dealing with the drama stuff I was mentioning last year, so, I've been a bit preoccupied. (the drama is subsiding/resolving though, maybe. finally. Thankfully!!) Still, I wanted to let you all know that I still try to check in (here and there and wherever) when I can and will be in touch when I can and always have best wishes for each and every one of you. :)

Have a great 2017! Keep running Killjoys!

Missy

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Thursday December 22, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

I didn't even intend to come on today, but I just...was...bored?? "bored" really. I needed a distraction. Anyway, what ARE the odds that today is my one full year anniversary on this site!?! Well, I already did my thanks and recognitions last week, so I won't say much...honestly, I wish I could be more enthusiastic, but kindof going through a rough/sad/scary patch in my life right now...but trying to stay optimistic!!! Have some friends and my family is super supportive. <3

Guess there really isn't much more to say, just

Keep running!

M

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Saturday December 17, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

It's my one year anniversary!!! Well, it is in about a week (oh, somehow I thought it was closer) At any rate, I suppose we will all get busy with holiday stuff and or other stuff, so I am making my post today.

but first, I have to say thanks to the comment on my last post (you know who you are) gah! That was soo nice! Like, I definitely don't hear stuff like that every day, so it is much appreciated.

Ok, now then, I also want to shoutout to those who commented on my first post. Grcememeise, Marianamcr, and Z (haha, hun I can never remember your username on here and dont want to botch it publicly to attempt) Anyway, hard to imagine after this long year that I met the other two that day and how far all of us have come! I love and appreciate everyone I have met on here (and haven't) you all contribute to what makes this place great and I have really been spoiled with this (and talk) being my first online communities, you really truly are one of a kind and that's what keeps me coming back.

Thank you all for being a part of my great year. Peace and much love!

Missy

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Monday December 12, 2016 
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Ok, I will live, but this really hit me tonight (er, this early morning). Was just beginning to sit down to read the blogs of BVBRyanMCR. And I really liked the format you used and that ...well crap! I hope it wasn't supposed to be a secret...but I'm a little bummed! And I hope you see this and come back!! (well, part of me. The good part only wants to wish you well. :) )

Well, so I will just repeat what I said in the comments (well i'll try). I'm nearing the end of a chapter in my life (perhaps that is why this struck me so deep), and also a beginning. I wanted to use this blogging format to maybe tell my story some day. Maybe not necessarily here, but somewhere. So, well let's try it. Since you inspired me to check out this song, or "song", well that will be my first one...and i'll go from there.

Today's mood: mixed of mellon collie and peace (not sure the mood title. :P)

Today's favorite song: 'Bowie' by Flight of the Concords

Today's Movie: I'll put Rudolph the Rednosed Reindeer (although I watched it Saturday)

Dream Journal: Ok, so I'll put last night's. What I remember is being in a HUGE lecture hall, no auditorium. However, it was a gym class. My high school gym teacher was there, but I was supposed to lead the lesson with this auditorium filled with crazy high school students. I was a nervous wreck! I was like a substitute for the day so I hadn't had any time to plan or anything. And there was chaos and several activities going on at once and I remember some getting dressed up behind the curtain for the "talent show" that was to be held later that night and I was thinking I'd get roped into going to that somehow...somehow I ended up in one of the auditorium seats and was a student again and I felt like such a failure because I couldn't do it...(OMG!!---

The Story: The story is that I'm feeling like a bit of a failure in real life too! I'm struggling to do even the few simple things I need to do every day. Today was the first day I sortof got back on track, but it was a good weather day too, or something. But yeah, I've been in a funk and just feeling a real lack of enthusiasm in these day to day things, getting sucked into social media to escape and going hours without eating and then just eating small (today I ate full and on time meals though. yay!) but then sleeping at like 4am (yeah, remember all of my posts in the last few months?? phew! can't believe how long it's been...)

But now, I feel the fog is being lifted again! I hope I can continue with this...although I haven't really had much success per se, at least I'm focused. (i hope)
Anyway,

The 'fun' fact about me: um, I just purchased markers from another country. wtf right?! hehe but they're cool! if I can figure them out! ha! (blending markers-is this primarily a UK thing? because I had never heard of them until recently)

something something something. I'm terrible at catchphrases. This seems to be my sendoff lately with another group though.

K, bye!

I've been mocked for it though...I don't give a sh*t! hehe

M