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Awesome New but Old Videos!!

on February 23, 2016 - 11:24am

Okay, so...

I will be trying not to obsess so much after today, but somehow I stumbled across this new but old MCR interview. (Oh right, I was going to watch that Musicast show again, but I felt like something not this interview was cool!) It's new, because I had never seen it, but old because it's probably one of their first interviews in 2003 (not 2002). Oh man! Gee is such a baby here!!! So cute! Of course they all are! I like how the others talked a little bit more too; not so much Ray, but Mikey and Matt and of course Gee's wingman Frank.

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2 Month Anniversary

on February 21, 2016 - 9:59pm

Well, TOMORROW (or in 20 more minutes, wow it's late!) is my 2 month anniversary on this site! I missed my one month. And well, others have been mentioning their anniversaries, so I just thought I'd share this.

Omgsh, it is ALSO on a 22nd! (We've been chatting about March 22, 2013...well, you know) my 3 months will be on that anniversary. Hmm

Well, anyway, what more can I say that's uplifting?...I'm sure there's something. I always have something to say don't I folks?

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Tonight's Playlist

on February 19, 2016 - 11:37pm

I'm not really going to listit all out, but if you haven't listened to Vitamin String Quartet's version of it! I'll list some of my favorites

Venom...listened like 3 times tonight heehee
Hang em...pretty good
I never told you...gotta be one of the best. Chills guys, seriously chilling!!
Ghost..good any way you do it!

too bad Honey didn't come out so good, I mean, it's good, but it's changed a little and doesn't have the same edge
Vampires will Never...oh, amazing! But slowed down for most of it, I think. Someone check this for me.

Early Sunsets...this version is what made me

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My turn to say bored!

on February 19, 2016 - 3:46pm

My Grandma told me never to say I'm bored...that there's always something you could be doing. And she was right! I could be cooking right now, and that's probably what I'll do just as soon as I finish this. But...I guess I'm just feeling unmotivated??

I wanted to spend the day outside. It was very warm, but the wind is outrageous!! Almost knocked me down! And the leaves were getting blown in my face. Ugh! do not like this. So I had to come back inside. Had my late lunch...I suppose it's time to prepare dinner.

Well, I hope tomorrow is better still...

Have a great weekend everybody!



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In case you missed this change

on February 18, 2016 - 1:31pm

Yesterday I posted about an old MCR video on here, there first tour show in fact!!

Well, I put the wrong link. While that show was old and good too, the one I am referring to is in the comments here. But, if you want to hear my thoughts and comments, go back to my other post. ok, I give you...



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Thursday February 04, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Today was super busy for me. Not that this won't ever happen again or for longer than a day but, since I've been coming on regularly lately, just thought I'd give a heads up and invite anyone who wants me to read their blog from today to just comment in the comment section so I can look you all up quickly first thing in the morning.

Okay! "okay" lol have a great night or morning or afternoon, everybody!!!



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Wednesday February 03, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

My Chemical Romance has always been a playlist for my workouts since the beginning, with Revenge being the long standing contender (although Bullets is catching up in record time!)

Anyway, since so many folks have been coming back, I've allowed myself to indulge in a little MCR Revenge again (after a short hiatis). To get to the point, today's setlist

(20 minutes later)

Give em Hell Kid
To the End
Venom, and
Cemetery Drive

*Helena actually finished up the first part of my workout today following the wonderful Taking Back Sunday album Tell All Your Friends 10yr anniversary edition. I mention the 10yr thing because included is the acoustic version of Cute without the E in which John or Adam sings/sounds very much like Frank Iero in Pencey Prep (my thinking). Anyone agree? Anyone else love Pencey Prep or like TBS??? (I'm a little partial to PP, even though there's only one album)

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Wednesday February 03, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Got some good sleep last night and feeling great! I'd better get started on my to-do list though and capitalize on this energy with some kind of working out too!

Have a great day/night! It's Hump Day! (Wednesday)


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Tuesday February 02, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

Haha HA!

ok, so obviously the last part goes before the part before, if this makes sense...I'm sooo sorry for all this non-sense. Let me double check. I will be relieved if it all actually posted correctly...then maybe I'll actually be able to get back to sleep??? God, I hope!

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Tuesday February 02, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...

very saddened...he was only here for a short while and I understand I am being protected by not seeing him...just miss the days!!

woke up in tears

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Tuesday February 02, 2016 
| Posted by: msunevershoulde...


ok, so here's the light. Well, I always knew in my heart that I would be consoled, I always am, but I kept on thinking sad thoughts for like 10 minutes. Of course I prayed for my cousin and all that family's well being and that things get better, and I know they will, but I had forgotten the simple prayer that is to be said when one has a bad dream or has any kind of sad or angry or I guess, otherwise, irrational or purely emotional thoughts (sorry, missing the best word here). Anyway, I had finally remembered to say it and here's the good part, I kid you not, the second I finished my third recitation, ALL the pain was gone! I couldn't shed another tear, I couldn't even go back to those thoughts, and I really did try. It's just that this prayer is so powerful, my whole body became so relaxed and calm and at peace, I couldn't be anywhere else. Forgive me but I justhave to shout, well "shout", God is Great!!

why do I share this? Because I hear a lot of things on this site, sometimes familiar things, sometimes things I can juat relate to. We all experience pain but, had I known the things I know now, like this prayer, life would've been a lot better for me back then....Perhaps, I had to live it though in order to understand it, to appreciate this gift now...I know I can't reach, touch, affect everybody, but I hope that I can share some hope and possibly help someone....

Someone... that reminds other favorite song for its beautiful lyrics, the untitled song or those words,

Someone out there loves you after all

and in my belief, that someone is always "the man upstairs". We love but when we love, sometimes it hurts. He loves without any strain or pain, that is how He can love so many, that is how He can love those nobody else loves. I've been blessed with friends here on earth, but I've realized that no one is perfect and no one is everlasting (with us physically)...but my faith tells me that God is always there, and will always love me/us. Whether you share this with me or not, I am and hope to always be comforted by this love.

Peace and love to you all! Have a great day!