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ive been on here since 2011 and my last post was 2014

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Hey, MCRmy vet. here. Honestly I dont know why this community blog is still here. I saw I still had this bookmarked so I thought 'what the heck, I'll check it out see if its has any activity' and woah, there's more than I thought. I met a lot of people here who help me through my childhood troubles and looking back on my other posts I was a dumb child. My emo phase was horrible lol

So, here is the 20 year old me looking back at my 14-17 year old self and hating every moment of it. But I can't say I'm the 20 year old I wanted to be. Don't get me wrong, there's things that I've done that 14 year old Aria would think was really cool... but there's a lot of things I've been through that 17 year old Aria would hate.

Fun Exspectation V.S Reality
*I would be a dancer of some type - Nope.
*I only listened to american music with the exception of Il Volo - I have a youtube channel about KPOP now with growing followers
*I didn't think Id make it to my 21st birthday - I"m still here just existing
*I should probably see a theripist - Now I have other people telling me to see one

WOAH. Life is strange.