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Have you ever had one of them days where you wake up like super depressed? Yup that was today... I keep telling myself "stay single and it will stop you from getting hurt" but sometimes waves hit you pulling you into a sea of loneliness. Nowhere to go, No one to call to. Just isolated in what once was a sea of dreams, that slowly pulls you apart by the seems. I was there drifting more and more into my mind losing myself over time. As I sat there earlier alone against a tree headphones in drowning out the world while I was drowning myself in thoughts. I felt a small tug. I turn around to see someone move behind a tree. I got up and looked. I saw her standing there with a small smile. She instantly got me to smile back. I hug her it felt so comforting, but the only problem is I can't have her.... Cause she has a girlfriend, but she likes me too. It's hard but the right thing to do is... I have no idea... I need help. Her smile just made the waves pull away setting me free, cause she loves me... That's not smart though, because she has another's heart and I don't want to ruin that. It's hell to dwell on the swell felling... but oh well...