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mortuary sub complications Part Trece

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on December 8, 2016 - 3:32pm

I haven't posted in a while, but here we go...... I recently ( within the last 2 and a half weeks maybe?)

Had an almost Psychotic Break and went to my Psychiatrist and Therapist.

[ I have a history of seasonal depression around the holidays]. So here's the story. It's kinda long so bare with me.

My ex Megan from 10th Grade when we were both in Boarding School ( for Behavioral and Mental Disorders) [ funny thing is the website says that it's a school for Asperbergers/Autism Students] However no one at that school was there for that.

But back to the story My ex from 10th Grade who was 18 when I was 16, ended up contacting me, on FB and wanted to be in a Relationship with me; when she is Engaged to someone else, so she messages me and says you know I still love you right? and all this other shit. Then she says you know I'm cheating right? I'm like yeah I don't really care. Then she goes on to explain how she wants to marry me; but she can't cuz of her Fiance, I was just thinking leave me alone bitch.

And she ended up going to Jail for bringing a knife to school for me because I had a psychotic Homicidal episode where I was going to kill everyone in my school.

So I'm just thinking why the fuck are you messaging me?!

I ended up blocking her though, and other than that I've been in a lot of stress over Work, I had a speeding ticket that's been paid for, a Fender Bender that has been paid for, and now I ran over a mail box that has been paid for.

So the last two months have been chaotic for me.

Also within the last year my oldest dog Autumn my retriever has been throwing up once a week, or so. She's 10 and she also has a lot of Fatty Tumors on her body. I'm worried with her Age, that she won't live much longer.

Knowing that I've had her since I was 15 I will miss her when she dies; very much. But if my mom would allow it, ( she's said we aren't getting any more dogs for a long time) but if and when Autumn dies I would want to get another Golden Retriever.

We have two Shelties also One is a Merel named Walker who is 5 but he has Hip Displasia ( spelling) and is slowly declining in health. The other one is 2 and is a Sable and his name is Toby.

But I guess that's everything that's been bothering me.

Also I've been Single for 3 Years if You Count Long Distance. I had a few relationships here and there over the 3 years but they only lasted like a Month or less. So I don't count those.

Otherwise my last relationship where I actually saw the person and could touch the person was when I was 20. So 5 years.

I told y'all it was going to be a long blog.