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In partial/BF help?

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chpeverill-conti's picture
on May 25, 2016 - 12:27pm

Hey guys
I havent been online in FOREVER!!!!!!!!! its 87 F which is SUPER hot. I stepped down to my partial program and its going well. There's four of us at partial and three of us were at resi together.
Having some BF problems. I've been with my boyfriend for 11 months. I really like being near him and talking with him. But he's not over his ex and that's really bad for our relationship and for him. Also, he's very depressed a lot. I thought I could help him. I know I have a little (he told me that) but it's getting too much for me to belive I can change him. WHen I was 15, I thought if I found someone who loved me I would learn to love myself and be happy. But I was way past that type of help then. Like he is now. I've tried so much for the past year to love him for the both of us. I know I should break up with him because he needs to figure this out and I'm in treatment myself, I need to take care of my eating dissorder still, my bipolar and my safety problems (which I've been doing better on :)) But it's so hard. I still love him and he doesn't have many friends other than me and my friends.... I don't want to leave him but I don't know.....
So that's that.
In other news I watched (new) Hairspray and loved it! I'm gonna go watch the '88, original version.
My friend Bri asked me to prom as a (friend)date. Should be fun, she's a very loyal friend :)
Hope you guys are flourishing like the flowers you killjoys are!
that was weird but I REGRET NOTHING