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this is my life

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BlueBurnsBlack's picture
on May 18, 2010 - 1:42pm

this is my life that i have never shown before somebody shake me cuz i i must be dreaming

i've tried to hold it together for 12 years but it's coming all down hill on me all at once and it fucking sucks.

these are my words that i've never said before, this is my smile that i've never shown before

and now that were here so far away.

for 12 years i've been holding my true emotions inside and hiding under one big lie for 12 years i have been trying to die trying to end my life for what?

there is nothing after you die or maybe there is that idfk im just sick and tired of this crap i want it to end.

i've been to the asylum over 14 times my entire life and it hasn't really helped i'm jsut going to end up back there in about 6 months or so.