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it's 4:03 and I can't sleep without the thought of her right here next to me :"/.....;(

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on April 28, 2010 - 6:18am

I feel horrible there are so many people that I like and think i like/ love but i'm only hurting them/ myself but all I know is there are mainly 3 to 4 girls that are fighting over me 2 have my soul and the other 2 are just flirting with me to be nice to me.

FUCK THIS HURTS!!!!!

i can't stop the feeling of wanting to hurt myself or use pills again and nobody knows that im detoxing of of tranquilizers from when I was hospitalized cuz they thought i was psychotic or some crazy shit like that.

IT GIVES ME HELL TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID TO ME

oooooh mother what this war has done upon my sheens and to my tounge, you should of raised a baby GIRL i COULD OF /SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER SON!!!!!

maaaaaaammmmaaaa; maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaa maaaammmmmaaaa!!!!!

hello?! is any body here?! can you hear me?! please give me water i'm slowly dying hello just help me get me out of here, help me black parade

*faint cries*

heeeeeeeeellllllp meeeeeee!

;'(