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on July 31, 2014 - 3:49pm

Shit I'm Fucking Sleepy right now. How is everyone?

Hell I'm hanging in there but you know I'm just so Alone right now. I mean I guess I'm not Trying hard enough to find friends and socialize, or no one is really interested in me.

So idrk but yeah I'm just kinda feeling mixed up and blunt about everything. I'm kinda just like fuck this shit, fuck that, oh and fuck you too, You know? It's just one of those days you just wish everyone would die. I'm just kinda pissed and upset.

I can't get over the fact that some one who used to love me so much could just turn there back on me and treat me like a fucking stranger.

any how idk I just kinda give up trying you know? It's like you'll be ok you know you just need to go to this place they'll help you. And I'm like no I'm ok Honest I just want a coke you know? and there like no that's not normal behavior your on drugs.

And I'm like no I'm not on Drugs I'm fine really I'll be ok I just need to talk about it I just need to think about it, and there like no You need help this isn't normal, and I'm like what are you trying to say? are you trying to Institutionalize me? I'm fine really I just want a coke.

And there like no your on drugs your not ok you need help, and I'm like I'll be ok I just need to talk about it get it off my head you know? and there like no your on drugs, and I'm like I'm ok really just give me a fucking coke.

Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized ( My own Version)

so yeah I guess I'm just kinda feeling fucked up, I feel like a disgrace like I'm not worthy, I'm useless and no one wants to be with me.

Soooooooooo idk I mean if you like me then let me know cuz I'm not sure what to feel any more.