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Well. Here I am, at school.

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chpeverill-conti's picture
on February 4, 2014 - 7:53am

And it sucks.
It's more than I don't want to be here at this point, more than just not liking school. It's knowing that I could be doing something better and more productive. I've always been really into activism. REALLY into activism. I want to change something that's wrong, it's what I need to do. But I can't do anything locked up in a fucking brick box all day! One minuet I'll be in a rage at school for limiting me and the next I'll be depressed because I want to help the world. I want to empower women, LGBTQ people, people with disorders, people who are depressed, people who are sick, people who are bullied, people who are like me. Helping people is the one true form of therapy that works for me, so it would most likely make me happier. I NEED TO GET OUT!!!!!! I feel like I'm going to combust. I could leave, the school psychiatrist would let me, I just need to figure out how to word it.
Today I asked for help but I don't know the name of the teacher I asked. I hate to admit it, but I cried then I couldn't breath. I was so anxious and nervous and I felt so fucking screwed up.
Ok. Rant over. Thanks lovies :)
- Z