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I'm Not Really All That Okay

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chpeverill-conti's picture
on June 5, 2013 - 6:42pm

I don't even know any more... I get these really intense highs and lows. Like, my dr. thinks I'm bipolar highs and lows. I have been on this great high for about four days now. But I saw that Mikey said that he "hates unicorns" and something snapped. Something wasn't right in me. It should have been a little thing, but for some reason it was huge and hit me hard. Falling into depression seems like such an easy thing to do for me. Sometimes depression feels easier because if you're depressed and down, you don't really have to hide it because you know it's not worth trying. I really have been trying to be okay, for the band and my friends + family. But I'm sinking again and I don't know how I'm going to keep on going on this rollar coaster. I wish there was a break or an escape...