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Why does the future scare me?

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Charbarmanning's picture
on July 15, 2016 - 4:02pm

Yesterday I had my last day being a Year 9 student and it didn't really hit me until now the reality of this. I'm closer to Sixth Form than I am to nursery bit I have so many fond memories from about 11 years ago. Today was my brother's last day of primary school and I was more emotional about him leaving primary school than he is. He didn't even cry during the leavers assembly but during my leavers assembly just three year prior, I was balling my eyes out. I just don't like the future but past memories will always be there to comfort me. I mean now I'll have to go passed a school everyday and I'll have to think about past memories and not current memories my brother has told me. I still miss primary school and now I'll miss it more thinking that none of my relatives go there anymore. With Guides nearly finishing because it ends off at around 15 years old, the only reason for me to go there anymore will be for the villagel carnival every year. I don't like having to leave major memories behind and that's why I've never moved house and that's why I didn't feel safe in high school up until the end of Year 8.

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~