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on December 14, 2017 - 4:43pm

Hello, everyone!

It's been a while since I've written anything on here. Lol. I have a job interview coming up this weekend and I'm so excited for it! I haven't been able to get a new job since I quit my last one for college.....the failed college I talked about in my last post.....I'm still working on that by applying to some more but I don't hold out too much hope. The whole subject of college is just sooo depressing for me now.

**Trigger warning coming up for depression, maybe?**

Anyway, I've started trying to be a "better person" by dressing better and having better self-care but it kinda goes up and down. Some days I can force myself to get dressed in an outfit that makes me feel good but other days I really fight myself and stay in pajamas. I don't think I have clinical depression but I dunno much about it....God, I sound so morose on here. It's like I always dump my darkest feelings on you guys to read. Gosh. I need to really get ahold of that.

Christmas is coming up and I can't wait! It's my second favorite holiday (Halloween is my #1) and I really hope it turns out to great this year! Last year was a bit wonky due to some things....but hopefully, this one will be fine! I've already started getting gifts for the people I know, but with little money, I can't afford a lot of good things so I'm trying to change that before Dec. 25!

Well, this post is rife with run-on sentences and grammar errors but I feel like leaving it today. It's cold out and I just don't feel like being perfect. Haha.

Hope you all have a good day/night/whatever! Keep running! Carpe diem!