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on August 20, 2016 - 4:39pm

Well I started with my new therapist on Thursday. And let's just say I don't think she is going to be a good match. she's an old hag ( pardon my language) and mainly she just got my back ground info on why I was diagnosed Bipolar/ Schizo Affective, which in terms is kinda personal and I don't always like to bring up my past because it stresses me.

But after that the bitch had the nerve to tell me about my diagnosis as if I didn't know this shit already.

And then after that, she called in my Psychiatrist who I haven't seen since I lived in Winder ( my old house and therapy clinic) and I told them that he was the one who diagnosed me Schizo Affective; and he fucking acted like he had no clue that he had done that. So he asked me about my hallucinations; and he was like do you have them all the time or no? I'm like not all the time. Then he was like which came first the voices or the hallucinations, and I'm like I never had voices, I would hear objects that weren't there but never voices; also I'd see things that weren't there but I had to explain that it doesn't happen all the time like I was an idiot and lying.

Other than that I went to stay the night at my friend Brad's house on Tuesday who also has Schizophrenia, and we went to NAMI ( National Alliance Mental Illness), and I was in the group with all the older members so it was kinda boring and I was the last person to talk and didn't really have anything to say other than let the group know it had been over a year since the last time I was there.

And my other two friends Brad and Dustin went with me so we were supposed to be in the same group but Brad went into a different room, cuz Dustin was in there and I was comfortable and had already sat down so I was bummed.

The other group I guess was the fun group and had all the girls in it ( Damn my Shitty luck) and according to my friends there were these two hot ( "Fun sized") Emo chicks who were talking about how they tried to ( off themselves) and then out of no where started talking about vaginas.

I was just like well shit I guess I should of been with you guys.

So that is my update of woes and bitchery