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hey fellas
rainy day. been making patches all day. hanging out with salsa (thats what we call her) today I hope. we're planning on going to the thrift store. I have a pre-adoption consult on next Friday to help me figure out what type of dog would fit my needs, my disability, my activity level, ect. the woman i talked to suggested i either meet jack the dog and not adopt him without going home and thinking about it or putting off meeting jack until after the consult. I think I want to meet jack decide about getting him later. Just because I might notice something that really determines that he's a bad match. but will need to talk to parents about it.
thanksgiving tomorrow. not worried about it. i know i'll be more numb/dissociative thank anxious while we're at my uncle's house. I don't mind being numb and dissociating as long is it doesn't get to the point where it's scary.
it's so boring here. i feel like i should be doing something more exciting. im 19, i should have more friends. a job, living out of my parents house. i know thats not where im at right now but thats where id like to be. its very dark outside, especially since its only 4 pm.
xoxoz