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just making up for all the lack of posting

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hey guys
it's awfully quiet here! lets liven things up a bit!
let's see... what's up in my life.....
Well, I might get a PTSD/anxiety service dog! Might. it's HELLA expensive (>$10,000). And takes a year or two to train and find the dog. but it would really help with my dissociations and everything. I have a phone interview with the organization I'm looking into in 11 days.
Today is a busy day. I had psych class. We talked about learning new behaviors and things of that sort. Quiz on Tuesday. I got extra credit HW, that will help my grades.I have therapy in 1.5 hours. I have some cool art to show my therapist. I got a cool tin box, a hot glue gun, really cool dead bugs (I collect dead bugs), shark and human teeth (my teeth, don't worry), pictures, bones, a taxidermy turkey foot, some of my hair, ect and put it all to together to get some deep meaningful shit! But it would be a lot of typing to explain it all and I don't want to upset anyone haha.
I wish this site was active like it used to be. at least 4 posts a day. now there hasn't been one since, what, the 12th? that's like four days!!! c'mon guys!!!!
in other irrelevant news, I have tried wearing lip gloss. I was always scared cause it's messy and you can't make out when you have it on, but I have discovered I enjoy it immensely. that might be too strong a word. anyways, it looks good.
Dylan is good. He's such a good boyfriend. In about 2 weeks we will have been together for 11 months :) He's really good to me when I'm having a hard time with anxiety or dissociations. If I don't want to do something we don't do it, no questions asked. He's cute. He likes reptiles (which I don't know anything about but it's sorta really badass). He likes metal, I like punk. We both dye our hair. I'm pink hair, he's blue. He's just tall enough to rest his head on mine. I don't appreciate him as much as I should. He listens to me even if I'm talking about my mental health and it's hard to hear. I hope I'm as good to him as he is to me. We're pretty fucking adorable.
Anyways, keep rocking dudes.
I hope they read my blogs on here at my funeral cause they're deep, weird, and personal as fuck. Not that I'm having a funeral any time soon o.0
sorry for the long blog, just making up for all the lack of posting here.
xoxoz