So going conciling great and on aint dpressaint becuase well yeah.......and when i got the aint dpressaint she was like you cnt over dose your self on these so dnt try it when i did the whole over does that was like what 4 years ago thank you!!!! and i know i'm not dumb for god shake ARGH!!!! i dnt care but when she said that i was like you dnt know me and you wasn't in my doctors when it happened your new go away you made me in a bad mood now thanks new people annoy me

mmmm....still worried about taking the aint deprespsant though.......dnt know why but i am :/

this is a work in progress but im drawing the first picture and the 2nd picture is what i have so far.
i still have to shade and color it, but the basic stuff is done.
lemme know what you think!!!
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I totally agree with the posts regarding 'emo' that have been going on; how twisted the whole thing's gotten. There's the music related meaning of emo - which I've always thought is a bit of an odd title, cus if a song isn't emotional, it might as well be an advert jingle (I got that quote from somewhere...), then there's the fashion, which is cool, but I prefer real gothic-ness much more ;) but THEN, there is the twisted realisation of it, that TOO MANY people seem to a) think emo IS, and b) support those people who think it is by going ahead and acting like it! Wth? Making dramas out of every little thing, and refusing any help for anything from anywhere, though making sure every poor person around them knows aaaaaaaall about how 'terrible' their life is (waahwaahwaah...) and PURPOSFULLY making their lives horrible JUST in order to complain about it. THAT is what 'emo' is turning into. Makes me sick. Idiots.

And as a quote, I posted this in my last blog too -

Yay I finally made it to 17. Never thought I'll see the day.

I know how Gerard feels at the minute.
seriously bad throat. That and I can' stop fucking coughing,

ahh, what we'll do for a cigarette eh?

But seriously, get better Gerard.
sorry I only heard this morning. I feel for you Australia.
But I can say I'm glad they didn't cancel on UK. Not that they have any dates for us yet.

Yeah, again, get well soon.

have u looked up pon and zi coz if u havent u should heres a favourite of mine

i love cats so i wanna know who has a cat i have 2. A female medium haired black cat called Sombra and her son Swarlie, a medium haired male with white socks and a white stripe down his nose.

this performance along with "Cemetary Drive" and"It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish" at Venganza always manage to bring me to tears recently... i've just had this huuuge desire to see them live recently and it kills me to know that i haven't yet :/ also i want to see their old songs performed and im not sure if they can fit all 4 albums into one show lol.but anyways this tour, im definitely going. i will be front fucking row. and i will have a fit. it will be the best night of my life. that's about it haha :) have a nice day.

Okay here i go to make an atemp to pass out, wish me luck that the sandman dose sneek up on me. haha "sleep with one eye open! gripping your pillow tight!" haha metallica rules, okay goodnight mcrmy. (whisper: may i wake up).

I have like found a new hero. Up to now it was Gerard. He still kinda is, but Damien is just like... I dunno. He's still in jail, seventeen years later, on death row, awaiting either his execution date or the day he is free. Charged with a murder he did not commit. I don't care what anyone says, to me his innocence seems obvious and he is my hero. I only wish he could be able to read this.

Damien Echols, I'd fight for your freedom.