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Okay so this isn't really MCR related, but I'm just wondering if anyone has the same issue I do.
It's called selective mutism.
If you don't know what it is, it's a severe anxiety disorder where you can't speak in certain social situations. For example, if I'm at school I probably won't talk the entire day. Maybe to one person. But I can't speak, and that's the problem.

I've done tons of research on this and I'm sure I have it. I have nearly all of the symptoms of it. Like I freeze up and can't talk, I'm extremely shy, I'm introverted, and I'm really depressed. My parents say its normal and don't believe me when I tell them I have issues, and they say I'll grow out of it. I've been this way for my entire life. Most people who are shown to have this are around 3-5 years old, and I'm a teenager with this. I think I would of grown out of it by now.
Anyways, if you want more information and stuff like that on it just search it in google.

this site is my home. what happened? where did everybody go? i want my family back on here with me to guide me through everything like the old times. i want everything to be back the way it was. i want the days back where everyone posted at least once a week, where there would always be a message from someone waiting for you. where you had to wait twenty minutes for your blog to appear, and the pages were upgto two a day all filled with blogs about everyones lives. i miss that. i want comments to appear again. i want the internet hugs back. i want my friends back. i want my family back. i want my home back x.0

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Imagine all of My Chem's songs (only the ones on the albums and CW) were all part of one story, with Revenge as the first part, Black Parade being second, Danger Days being third, Bullets the last part, and the Conventional Weapons being dispersed through out. Keep in mind that with this, you might have to switch up the songs to get the story to sound correct, but here's what I have. Just a quick summary: around 2004 (duh) Revenge occurred. (The story from Revenge is the first part of this story). Black Parade follows, partly the afterlife of the Man in Revenge, and partly the Father of the Boy in Parade. My idea (in relation to the story) is that to two befriend each other in Hell? (The afterlife, whatever). Now Danger Days comes in with the kid (and friends) of the Man and Woman of Revenge. Of course we all know the DD story, but in this case, one (or two, depending :P ) of the band members is the son of the Revenge couple, and one is the Son from BP. That story ensues.

What's up with you guys? No one's posting ANYTHING.. I wanna hear from my buds. C'mon, tell me about your day, your lunch, what you dreamt of, Anything!!! I'm bored as hell.

Oh and I'm starting a new drawing of my assasin comic. It's gonna be awesome (I hope). I kept day dreaming about me and a friend as assasins in like robinhood times.
Just felt like tellin you guys ^_^
So...yeah.
How was your week? Oh and happy belated 4th to my american friends, hope you guys had fun :)
(sorry, I'm kinda late)

Hi, it's been forever since I've posted anything on here. I'm not actually sure where I've left off, so, I guess the past month. Well, I've finished 6th grade, and everyone told me that Middle School is the worst, so… Yay! I'm not petrified, which is kind of weird, because I got freaked out when I went to a CHURCH PARTY and there were like 20 people there, and I knew none of them. So, I got sick to my stomach and… Let's leave it there. But yeah, my new school has about 600 kids, sooo...
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Yes, I know that's not what the holiday is about, but it's the most fun part and it's what everybody does. xD I actually threw some snappers at my wall today... so cathartic. <3 Funny thing is, when I bought them, I had to show my ID. :S Back in New York, they sold these things to little kids all the time in grocery stores.
Anyways, hope everybody's having a good day, whether or not you live in America and this holiday exists for you. <3 Listen to lots of music and eat good food!

So school are taking is on a trip to Alton Towers tomorrow and all I want to know is, why the hell did I say I'd go. I'm really bot looking forward to it. I'd actually rather stay at school. I really don't want to go. I'm already starting to get panic attacks about the amount of people who are going to be there and the big rides which I'm awful with and the fact that I know I'll end up either ruining it for my friends like I did at disney land and/or end up having to queue with them find a way out of the ride as they get on and look after their bags. Like at disney land. The worst part is it was £27 to go and I payed it! Why on earth did I pay it?