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the LOTMS video diary I'm downloading right now is almost done. 78% left. I hope my parents think I'm still riding my scooter.....I just hope.

yo I'm at an office....there's this office thingy when you live in a apartment...so I was riding my scooter on purpose so I could download the LOTMS video diary. I found this website where you can download vids. (If it has the link.) So awesome. only 46% downloaded. Uhh it's taking too long. I'm gonna have to hurry on back home.

and yeah, I don't think my parents changed my mind about letting me on this website. :((

I've also download live performances. :D Since I'm not allowed to watch mcr live on youtube bc my parents won't let me.

again, I'm not on twitter. I almost got caught using twitter again the second time, but my mom thought I was doing something else on my phone. or else she would still be mad right now. anyway I just wish I could have twitter. I miss all my followers. :(

by the way, how's everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing fine. :)

Hey guys,
Today's the day. In about an hour I'm on the road for a three hour drive to New Hampshire, Lake Winnipesaukee (check it out it's freaking gorgeous). This year I'll get to assist/teach leather craft!!!! I love leather craft, in the boy's dining hall, there's an attic thing where leather craft meets. It's wicked hot, but I wish you all could smell it there. It smells hot, it smells dusty, it smells like dye, it smells like leather. I'm not the only vegetarian who loves leather craft though. Fork, the counselor (that's what everyone calls her) is the same way haha :).
I'll get tons of pictures and everything. And I'll write about it when I get back.
I hope you all have a great rest of summer, Message me if you want, be back in 5 weeks!
Keep smiling <3
xoxo
- Z

I dunno I can't really keep up with what day it is at the moment (after checking my computer clock, it's Friday, I have work at 9 tomorrow. shit) I was hanging out with friends the other day, we went to the park and did a load of stuff, and it was interesting, they were all drinking loads too, but I'd drank way too much the night before and spent the day puking (lovely, I know) So I didn't drink, I just did the other stuff. It was funny, and we ordered pizza, there was a massive storm outside and we stood in the road smoking and watching it. It was really pretty and relaxing. eventually we went to bed, I curled up on the chair and at one point this really weird feeling came over me. it was like my body felt like it just dropped, even though i didn't move, and it kinda felt like something left me, it felt as though I was floating but i couldn't move. I'm trying not to say 'like' too much, but basically i felt like i was weightless but weighted.

I was going through my messages to find an old friend says she hasn't been on since last year. A lot of my friends don't come on here anymore, and it's sad. 2013 I lost a lot my dog died my nan left MCR broke up my car died my computer died. I gained a lot too. I grew up a lot, I got an amazing boyfriend I have a best friend. And things are great I just miss my friends on here and I'm not as in to art as I use to be like I can't draw anything remotely good anymore and it sucks :( MCR was a big part of my inspiration. I miss them.

Is anyone else noticing how the MCRmy seems to be falling apart?
It seems like more people leave every day.
I mean without MCR still making music as a band, we are all still one big family.
I'll never leave, and if one day there's only three people left I'll still be here.
But anyways, what do you guys think?