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And out of darkness I emerge....

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: MCRMYKILLJOYGIRL

And out of darkness I emerge
Into light
Into warmth
Is it temporary?
Is it momentary?
I do not know
I'm never sure
I enjoy the sweetness
I indulge in the Sunshine
But I fear that it will all blow away again
That it will break
That I will break it
That the stone that surrounds me will encase broken glass
Instead of a delicate but whole figure
That I used to be
That I fixed
That I am now
I am terrified that it will go back
Into darkness
And I will feel nothing again
To block out the pain
But the truth is?
If I went back
If I broke again
If I bled more
They wouldn't notice
They wouldn't care
I would hide it
And I have
But I don't need to
They are blind anyways.

Boy Div's picture

fail

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: Boy Div

I lost a friend today...relationships took its toll on her..so she decided to go get herself killed...go to someone who shot her in the past...great...

Boy Div's picture

I'm Sorry

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: Boy Div

I'm sorry for everyone I've hurt, blamed, made them cry and for lying. I'm sorry.

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Films ^_^

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: FormerlyHuman

I'm watching this brilliant movie right now. It's called 'Daybreaker' and it's about vampires and such. In the film, there are far more vampires than humans. And the vampires are running out of human blood so they're all starving effectively. I'm really liking it so far ^-^

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My life in a Poem, life is crap :|

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: 0tree_hugger0

Cuts on her wrists, cuts on her thighs;
eyes fulls of tears, smiles full of lies.

The sun wasn't shining, all she could see was rain
her smile had been fading, all she could feel was pain.
She was falling from the darkness, to a place she didn't know
everything was moving, but with no place to go.

This sadness was everywhere
it haunted her soul
Her world was collapsing
she had lost control...

i hope this wasn't to depressing but if you want peppy crap then log onto 1D.co.uk
i'm sorry you guys are getting all my crap...

mcrforlife78's picture

boredom

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: mcrforlife78

hello beautiful people!
im just at school, working on a program called Flash. its boring. i have absolutley nothing fun to do! gahhhh!!!! someone please message me or at least help me find something to do ._.

~Lexi Shadow

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My dad surprised me with A7X tickets this morning!!! ^-^

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: SnakeBiteKobraKid

OHMYGOD was I excited! I had told him they were doing a mini UK tour and then BOOM he comes into my room saying "Oh yeah...got 2 tickets for us"
I couldn't even manage a thank you! I was lost for words. Once he had left my room I was bouncing around and screaming into my pillow!

GONNA BE ACE!!!!!

\m/ ^-^ \m/

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Huh, it's actually quiet in here....

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: Zankoku_sinner

Seriously, that. Never. Happens. xD I'm just enjoying it while I can... taking some time to ruminate. ^_^ I might even actually get to write! Yay!

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Just at School

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: TheRoaring_Butterfly

Well this is something new. Apparently my school doesn't block the My Chem website.

Interesting....

I might post from here more often.
Other than that, there is nothing more to report.
This is the art renegade, signing off.

music1996's picture

Dreams

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: music1996

I have a dream that i could be a greate writer some day but i feel like that dream is fading away. That dream is the only thing that i have. and im scared ill lose that. im scared that im not good enough, smart enough, and my imagination isnt good enough. how do i get it back?!

mcrforlife78's picture

final decision

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: mcrforlife78

im going to break up with Will. its not right to fake love. i still havent done it yet. but i will. in 10 minutes. wish me luck (that i dont believe in)!!

~Lexi Shadow

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Brunch thoughts 82

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Hey guys

I'm really glad that I've been in a good mood for a long time and that I haven't had a bad day, Yeah I've been hard on myself but not for a full day. Anyways I feel like I should go to collage but I really don't want to lose any of my free time. Lastly I've found that I don't need to make life complicated.

Thanks for reading and enjoy this beautiful Friday.

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dentist = :(

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: MCRmy Withered Rose

They will be removing seven thats SEVEN!!!! of my teeth...or Nine if they do the wisdom teeth too, I only have two of those.. I'M FUCKING TERRORFIED!!!!!! It's not for a few months but still terror!!! EXTREME TERROR!!!!!!!=(
Fuck my life

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morning coffee thoughts 253

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Morning everyone

Well I went to the beach with my step family yesterday and I feel like summer has started. I also feel like I'm going to spend more time with my step family this summer(we didn't hang out much last summer). And speaking of summer I'm not looking forward to working that much cause I work in a kitchen and it gets hot in there. Anyways it's going to be hard to write songs after the break cause I'm going to trying write them more in the studio then I am now. I also am thinking that my album is going to open a lot of doors for me. Lastly I'm glad I have the life I have and I'm pretty sure it's a good think that I have more money then I now what to do with. That's all I have on my mind.

Thanks for reading and enjoy this lovely morning
Fallow me on twitter @fefedarkboy13

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My childhood best friend just texted me! :D

Friday May 17, 2013 |
Posted by: Bunny Complex

I'm so happy! :D She has like, really strict, sheltering parents who literally kept her isolated after she moved away like 5 years ago.

She lives in the country about 3 hours from my house, but we used to be neighbors. We would text and stuff, because when she lived with her dad she had a phone and freedom and normalcy. Her mom is WAY too protective, but she's like 19 or 20 now, and she moved out but still remember my number. We talked just like normal, kid best friends and I couldn't be happier :D