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TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

"Dear mom. . ." Yet another poem

I'm feeling rather poetic as of late. . .

Dear mom,
I'm so sorry
I'm not perfect,
I can't do it,
Not anymore.
I've held on
For too long,
I've tried,
So damn hard,
To make you happy,
But I always fail,
And you're upset,
Or disappointed
When all I want
Is to be happy.
I've lived with a
One I was
Forced to bear,
For nearly
20 years.
You don't see it,
You look beyond it,
You ignore it,
Leaving me,
Your only daughter,
A sniveling heap,
Trying to find
Any way out.
All just because
It isn't affecting
The only one
Who "truly matters,"
Even when it comes to
The mental and
Physical health
Of not only me,
But my brothers.

My brothers.

I thing it's
That I was a
"Mother" to them
At the tender age
Of 10 years old.
I find it
That you don't
Remember it.
I find it
That your youngest
Can't lovingly
Call you his mom.
And the fact that
You've put him so
On your priority list
That he feels

KickStart's picture

Still here.

So a lot has changed since you last saw me in December, Killjoys. I graduated, and moved out the first of the year. Honestly, it's pretty much taken me this long just to get used to the whole thing. I just wanted to let you know that i haven't forgotten about you. I'm still writing. MFK is still in my Google drive. All 221 pages of it. And i promise i will finish it sometime. I will continue. I promise.
I just have so much going on, i hardly have any time to write on any of the stories i have going. And being so inconsistent the best quality to have on such occasions. :/
But I think it's important to let you all know (if any of you who have read are even still on here) although i do have a bigger life than when i started on here in 2011, i'm still Killjoy. I think we all are.

But keep on the lookout. There will be more coming. I promise...
And Don't forget -
Keep running.

Danny3.O's picture

Singing tips?

Hey guys! So judging from the title, you probably can tell what this blog is about...If you don't- I mean, seriously?.
Anyway, I just wanted to ask for a few tips to improve on my singing.
I've been getting around to it and this vacc, I'm going to music school to perfect it and learn guitar so that in future I may form a kick-ass rock band (though realisticly speaking, I'll probably stick to singing in my shower)
But I was hoping some of you could help me out.

I mostly have a problem with singing loudly because I'm self conscious and my brothers always made fun of my singing when I was younger (like ALOT) and so it has kinda put me down, but I've decided to say fuck it, and try to persue my dream.

Danny3.O's picture

How is everyone?

How are you guys?
I'm good, got some new music and stuff and just feeling "good vibes" (as gerard put it.)
Hope you guys are doing swell.

chpeverill-conti's picture


XxstraightjacketxX/shattered rainbow/Eleanor/Kindle/Whatever you know her as update
I met her. I met her. I hugged her, I held her. I talked to her face to face. I held her hand. I listened to music with her. I saw her in person.

ChemicalJoe27's picture


So theres me, looking hella rad after being told that after what was my worst performance of anything I got a 219 at competition and I'm att another (double header) where we had tge best (and last) show of my life. Couldn't think of any place id rather be than here right now!

VAN Drowned's picture

im bored -u-

I am really bored right now. I'm listening to The Black Parade, and I'm bored.

Something is really wrong here...

ShowStopper's picture

Little Update

I figured it is way overdue for me to post an update, since I used to do it so often and now it is very sparing. So, if any of you care, I will let you in on my creative/life projects. I just want to share them with you guys.

I am so close to having "All I Want" completely drafted. It is a MyChem fanfiction, and I've been working on it for close to a year now. I've posted some things about it on here asking for help, and those who responded have been very helpful. It has come down to 27 pages on a Word document, three notebooks filled and another that is currently being filled. I can't wait to get it finished, and you guys will be the first to know.

chpeverill-conti's picture


I tried to post this but it said "unpublished" so I'll post it again:
One day left. Tomorrow. I'll get to see you in person for the first time, get to hold you. After a year of dreaming, hoping, waiting it's all coming to life.

Danny3.O's picture

High speed internet is God's gift to man

So it is 01:52am here in our little city known as kampala and I am still awake and not planning on going to bed any time soon because every friday, I make it a chore to stay up all night updating my fanfics and getting music and youtube videos to keep me alive.
And I know what you're thinking;
"Why is this crazy bitch up all night?!?"

Well, the answer is because I'm using this credit promotion which gives you 1GB for 2500/= (round 2 dollars) worth of credit if between 00:00am and 07:00am, and seeing as my parents have no money for internet, this is my only option...

Yeah,so how is everyone on here?
How was your week and did anyone else's sister give birth?
Because mine did....THEYRE FIRST BOY!!!!!!
I didnt go to the hospital though because I can bet my mum is crying out of joy, and I'd feel weird.
But hopefully tomorow I'll meet little Luka ^_^

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Send me a message?

Hi everyone!

I feel quite sad & alone and i would love to have someone to talk to! You can just send me a message if ya want to c:

Does anyone else feel like this?
No? Just me???.....

MarianaMCR's picture

The Shining

Ok so I'm going to talk about Stephen King's The Shining. I will compare the movie with the book. This may contain SPOILERS.
So I just finished reading The Shining, and it was AWESOME. All the details about the hotel in the book, the familiar problems, the terror it causes... it's perfect.
But when the things start to get bad, Jack, the father, goes crazy and tries to kill his family.
The movie was good, it's a horror classic, but there are lots of differences, specially on the end.
First, on the book, Jack tried to kill his family with a roque mallet, on the movie he uses an ax
Wendy never uses a bat to deffend herself, she just uses a kinfe
When Wendy gets to the bathroom, she's almost dying
The classic phrases "Here's Jonnhy!" And "Wendy, I'm home" are never mentioned on the book.
The twins that Danny finds on the hall doesn't appear in the book.
In the book, Jack dies on a explosion, on the movie he dies freezing.

TheRevengeBullets's picture

I think my phone is possessed (not haunted)

of all the times to have an unresponsive phone, trapped in a group convo with a bunch of unrecognized numbers is up there with the worst

Zankoku_sinner's picture

Fall Asleep...

That is what I feel like doing right now. There's a lot of things I should be doing... studying for my test, finishing the comic adaptation of Soldier On (that's a Shingeki no Kyojin fanfiction), reading my books, meditating, learning to play chess... but all I really feel like doing right now is going to sleep and just never waking up again, though I know eventually I'll have to.

Maybe meditating will help. I need to do so more often, anyway.

Depressing shit over. Carry on, Killjoys.

xoxo Tric