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A lot of you guys seem to be feeling down. The winter does that, dark and cold. Stuff may be going on in your life. But hang in there, and as singitfortheemos said, look at the little things. Eat your favorite foods (citrus is good for waking you up from depression). Smell lotion. Take a bubble bath. Hug people. Watch dumb cat videos. Listen to your guilty pleasure music, get dressed up for you, and ALWAYS blow bubbles. throw glitter around.
I know "I got though it" and "it gets better" stories get old but they're true. The kids who've been online last year and a little of the year before might have seen me posting about how bad shit was. I spent 3 months in psych treatment institutions last year. I was dead inside for 3 years, using unhealthy coping skills for 3 years. Now I'm in a school that can help me, on the right meds and feeling better. I didn't think was ever gonna get better. But people are fluid, and things change.

Hello. This is my first post so.... yeah. I absolutely love My Chemical Romance, why else would I be here? Ok sarcasm, my second language... Anyways, I haven't been a fan for too long, so I didn't have to experience the infamous breakup. It still upsets me... a lot. Ok yep. All I have to say so... bye!

xoxo
Quinifer

I just wanna write out some thoughts, feel free to scrolls past this

Did u guys hear!?!!! Mikey and Gerard played a show together in Tokyo!!!!!!!!!
Omg omg omg its so perfect
Is this evidence of an MCR reunion, we can only hope!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Keep it ugly guys <3

I think its the first time of my life i feel like this, as if someone had taken all my insides and crusher them in front of me. I don't know what to think or do. Id like to sleep and forget all the bad things.
When will i have what i want? I don't even know what im writing...

Sorry for that depressing post. I just needed to write this somewhere

So for all of you who have read my Bio, it has my About Me in it.

but here's what you don't know; like Chepervilli or whatever Z's name is I am crude, and very overtly sexual; and have a dirty mind.

I have come out to a few close friends as Bisexual, but my parents and extended family don't know. I'd like for it to remain that way. ( since my "terms" of Bisexual would be a straight/bi girl and a straight guy the girl; weather she likes girls and guys or just guys; rapes the straight guy with a dildo) that's what makes me Bisexual.

( if your still confused Picture 50 Shades of Grey) BDSM turns me on; as long as there are boundaries and safe words.

I am getting back to my country roots, where I started out as a child; up until about 15.

First things first, I hope you all had a wonderful Valentines, despite what my poem is going to say about it. :) We had a Winter Homecoming Dance on Friday the 13th, that was... fun filled anxiety haha! meaning we all enjoyed it, but there was so much going on, we couldn't focus or anything.
Alright, anywho... My step father actually did something for my mother for Valentines, which was really sweet. He bought her flowers, got a card, etc. It was cute. Yet they both ended up agreeing on one thing that night, that i was a fuck up; so angry as i was, i wrote a poem despising Valentines.
Fuck Valentines

Kisses and Hugs
oh XOXOXO
Shut the fuck up
it's for one day
Everyone fucks,
Everyone climaxes
all at once.
It's the one day
We all wanna feel
if we mean shit
to anyone else.
Well Fuck Valentine's Day,
I say Fuck Valentines Day!
No one wants to hear
your sighs,
I don't want to see
your lies.

oh XOXOXO
Shut the fuck up.
All these commercials